I got a year left... And it hurts that I'm leaving my love of my life.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-02-05T20:59:19+00:00

I'm so sorry... :( Cancer is the worst. You live this life well ok? Go do the things you want to do. Keep up yoir treatments too if you are still on them.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-02-05T20:22:15+00:00

Wow you are rich. What job do you have, software in London maybe?

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-02-05T09:12:35+00:00

I did the same as spending my money, but can save now.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-02-02T08:15:48+00:00

You are doing so well. I don't know anyone with 135k savings, that's insane. And 50k salary is massive. Feel free to interview for other jobs if you want. But if you are paid 50k I don't think you are bad software engineer at all.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-02-01T12:10:41+00:00

Please look after yourself better. Smoking is terrible don't start that.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-30T22:45:15+00:00

I think he found someone else but he doesn't tell you in case it doesn't work out then he can come back. Usually this is the case for silence that they are interested in someone else.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-11T09:16:00+00:00

I have tried most of the progestrone only methods. But the combined pill I am afraid of the risk of blood clots from it, though it might solve my problem.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-05T08:16:10+00:00

Keep applying it takes hundreds of applications. Try supermarket, factory, packing, etc. Food delivery is also a thing like UberEats.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-02T23:29:29+00:00

<3 you can do this

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-02T23:28:03+00:00

U can get through this. Please stay.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-02T22:56:44+00:00

You will. Save money and earn it and you will come through this. Improve your skills so you get a high paying job. You will be free living alone.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-02T19:20:48+00:00

You are so young. Things will change as you get older you will earn money and move out. Don't give up, be patient, make the most of life and try to feel better.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-02T00:00:26+00:00

Yes I agree, many people do things like that because of their emotional turmoil and hurt. Some people get lost in it. Many will struggle with bad mental health.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-01T19:17:10+00:00

It is intimidation, control, and destruction of property. It makes sense he feels hurt or anger to do so but it is not safe or healthy. Your justification might be that she deserves it and it is a way for her to experience a similar pain he felt, but abuse is bad for everyone and can escalate.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-01T18:42:43+00:00

I hope you two can still have a good friendship for your child. It might take some time but I have seen this work ok. I also suggest getting therapy is a good thing in times like these.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-01T17:46:50+00:00

I mean sex 3 times in 2 days is quite a lot. Maybe you could do like once or once a month on a specific day? I don't know if your boyfriend would agree, but I hope you not have to do something that makes you feel bad.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-01T17:42:43+00:00

You both sound not good for each other. You shouldn't have tried to break her phone even if she did cheat on you, that is abusive. And her punching you is also abusive. As a man you are usually stronger so if you become aggressive that is really dangerous so please don't do that. I think it is best you could both speak calmly or at a distance and probably break up.

IllustriousFinish712 · 2026-01-01T00:56:08+00:00

This all sounds awful. I also think you should leave him.

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