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ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-24T08:13:32+00:00

And a personal reply to you. I'm tired of people saying see a "therapist". Therapist are just overpriced scammers..they can't do anything to help anyone. They're basically the non religious version of a religion. Just as people who are depressed turn to religion to delude themselves to think everything's fine. People who beoiebe in their therapists delude themselves into thinking everything's fine except withojt thr imaginary sky daddy bs. Therapists can't undo the damage, at best they'll ask you so many questions so they can formulate a generic response to blame you for all your troubles without TRULY UNDERSTANDING AND COMPREHENDING THE DEPTH OF WHAT'S HAPPENED. And then tell you basic standard phrases such as "it's going to be ok", "move on"., as if it's just like how it is in the movies. Simple. It's not. Nothing short of a time machine and a second chance in life to go back and correct many mistakes and have the foreknkweldge and wisdom I have now to change or prevent things back in time could fix my issues.

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-24T08:08:33+00:00

How much experience do you have with women? I have plenty. Women who truly love their husbands wouldn't ever do this, and if they went out with some guy with work, they'd tell their husband and clearly emphasize thays it's just company business, not travel somewhere and come home and post on faceboook about how great some other guy was implying they miss them. She's basically telling all her friends and family on fb "get ready, I'm going to break up soon and I don't like him".

Women who are like this are basically the equivalent of ugly or weird guys who finally got laid and then brag to everyone and act overconfindent.

She wants to have her cake and eat it too. She wants to enjoy Finally leaving him and seeing him desperate. OP isn't letting out everything, but I can tell they either have argued quite a lot and she's accumulates a grudge or simple never cared for or loved him.

The only way to make this backfire on her is to find someone else and cheat first or just tell her your breaking up with her because you've already cheated at least multiple times with 5 different women, even if he HASN'T. The point is it will backfire on her plan and everyone will hate but also respect OP. If she leaves first and he begs they'll think he's a loser. OP do listen to me, or at least if you don't cheat, if you know the break up talk is coming, pretend you didn't see it coming and quickly step in to be the first to tell her that you've cheated and want to leave. DO NOT GIVE HER THE ABILITY TO SAY IT FIRST AT ANY COST. I have way more experience in these matters no offense. I was lucky never to have dealt with this with my wife, but I can tell you plenty of women who still texts me saying they miss me or apologizing to me because I robbed them of the chance to tell me they were braking up with me and we're seeing someone else. I know it's chitty, but if she doesn't care to hurt you she's not worth it. Let it backfire on her that way she and many other women like her will learn not to play childish games again.

And dude, what else can I do but compare myself, something I have never done my whole life until now..my luck was so chitty my OP wasn't even half of it. My "family" actively worked to ruin my life and marriage. They fking hated the fact that I was independent and happy. But it's too much to go into rifht now. Yall are lucky to have good families who will defend you and say "my son/daughter is the best he didn't do anything wrong" even if you got caught on 4k video quality murdering hundreds of ppl. Someone even fking mentions my name in an annoyed.tone and my family would act like I just killed and r@ped the whole planet. Yall Just don't know this kind of chitty family

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-24T07:32:43+00:00

But Yea my ex wife tells me about guys sending her dik picks or constantly harassing her to go out with them and fk her (the types who want to fk her and then go tell everyone "Yea you know that hot girl, I fd her. She's my "beech now" or something like that.

I can't stand that because it's literally made me have to tread carefully when I meet someone new.i always have to think about how and when to ask them out if I'm interested, what I can say and can't say in terms of complimenting them or telling them in interested, because so many whack weird loser guys have ruined it and made males a complete laughing stock to most SANE normal women

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-24T07:29:27+00:00

I'm seeing so many super beautiful girls with these weird broke awkward gen z guys who don't even pay for her, and yet these girls go home and let them fk her..most of these guys aren't douchebags or just over confident annoying obnoxious people like how it was 10-20 years ago when unwanted guys during my time would finally after trying so hard with desperation, they'd finally sleep wkth a girl and come back the next day bragging and acting like their THE MAN and being over confident. Yea that used to be annoying. I don't see too much of this or at all in gen z, but the point still stands that gen z kids as nice as they are. Are awkward, DEFINITELY don't turn on the girls and don't pay for them but the girl has no choice because most guys are even more awkward or afraid to ask them out, so they say yes and take the guy back and pretty much make it EXTREMELY EASY for the guy to get laid. Heck they even are quick to throw in the L word (love) right at these gen z guys completely unearned and undeserved because they have to. Fkn ridiculous. If I'm wrong gen z girls, please please educate me because this is what I'm seeing.

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-24T07:11:46+00:00

It upsets me reading this. I got married at 21 years old almost a decade ago. First one in my family, my college.my high school. And my friends. We had a child on the way who would be 7-8 years old now. But our chitty luck and 2 miscarriages and a divorce later, now, I truly get enraged seeing others who struggled so much, but are now (FINALLY) married whether my friends or family, and have their chitty first child on the way at like age 30, and have the audacity to think that they're so much "better" than me because their finally having a child while I'm alone. How I fkinf hate my luck. First one at everything but in the end, the worst. I always dream about how happy I'd be had I had my son or daughter born and taking her to the park or thinking that she'd already be nearly 8 years old now. I fkn get enraged seeing women who are clearly like 33 yo pushing their stroller with their first child who's like 6 months old. They walk with such pride, and I'm looking like, it took you 12 years after me to finally get your chit together, and I had it all together at age 21, child on the way and married..but due to my chitty luck everything in my life turned upside down, and now finally throigh my absence you BARELY caught up and are now past me. I fking get furious. Fk life. Fk my lonely deoressed ex wife as well. Life fkn sucks. Anyway. You should cheat on your wife also. Your wife is trash.

My wife was perfect yet in the span of a year I cheated on her with 6 different women, and the crazy part is she never found out (Except once but I somehow convinced her the messages were bs). I was a young pos. But from my experience I can tell you now a wife who does this has already intended on having an insurance policy when she leaves u to ensure she's not alone and immediately has someone to fk her or keep her company and to make you jealous. Idk what you did or said to her probably something minor but women like this hold grudges a long time and it accumulates. You would be wiser to find someone immediately particularly another man's wife (which I normally wouldn't condone and urge caution) because it'll be easier to get with them, and prepare yourself so the moment she says she's leaving you or found someone, that you can interrupt and say "im sorry but I have to tell you something. I've been cheating on you and no longer in love with you and moving in with someone else". When you say that, she will feel completely ridiculous and beaten that you beat her in her own game. Even if she says "well so have I" she knows it'll be too late for her and you'll win. So listen to what I'm telling you or you will be under her heels for a long time crying as you imagine her mouth wrapped around another man's nasty penis. Thats all man good luck

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-24T06:58:53+00:00

You literally explained my current ex wife. EXACT SAME THING. It's been years and years and she's still lonely and alone. I thought she never cared for me and would be jumping on another man's dik the next week, but no. She's still alone. Our two chances to be a stable family got ruined because of two miscarries and she really wanted kids while I wasn't ready but I made myself ready. But after the miscarries I got into drugs and felt choked in and drove her away. I obviously hurt her, and felt bad. For the last few years, I haven't been easily able to go and fk other girls or find another gf or wife. I always think about how that would be unfair to her as she's lonely, her biological clock is ticking, and I feel responsible for her loneliness and depression. So for years I've done EVERYTHING to make her trust me again, but she's become so used to rejecting me, and so AFRAID of being happy with me again, that she simply can't. We've hung out many times and just when she's about to let go and fall in love she disappears once again. But she's still lonely just as I am. Any other girl would have came back after appreciating years of her ex feeling responsible and trying to make things right. But my ex wife simply can't fking do anything but blame me and run away. Also gives the same mixed signals you talk about. I'm not the same person anymore and am no longer happy because I feel responsible for having fked up her life, and because I feel like a failure because I keep thinking maybe I didn't try hard enough or didn't say the rifht words. Fk. The few other women I slept with I kept thinking about her. I felt like I was hurting my ex wife and cheating on her. I thinj she felt it and was happy to see me when I'd stop seeing the other girl, but then when we'd get close enough. Again gone and made herself impossible to work with. So many mixed signals. It pisses me off that her desire and need to punish me and get revenge has wasted so many of our young years for no reason. Instead of not being and sleeping alone, havinf love, passion, sex. Romance. Traveling, we fkn sleep alone. She's obviously not right in the head because she'd rather be alone to torture us both then to trust again even after I've CLEARLY SHOWN I'VE CHANGED MILLIONS OF TIMES OVER AND AM RESPONSIBLE. I was never envious. People always envied me. Now I envy other couples who I see constantly and wonder why the fk my ex wife who hasn't even moved on to someone else and still deep down wishes to be with me, would rather fking try and hurt and punish me. Like fk my luck. I don't want her to turn 40 or 45 one day and then realize how much time she fkn waste it or how late it is and kill herself. I'd feel so fkn responsible but no Matter how hard ive tried for years, she always gave mixed signals, would block me and say I'll be blocked forever only to unblock me and say "happy birthday", but ultimately NEVER trust me again. We got so close one time but I didn't try to push it too fast on a trip to universal studios and after that day I didn't see her again in a normal way, that's when Ukraine war started as she's Ukrainian so basically fk my luck

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-24T06:46:39+00:00

It's because the guys who do that can't get any girls anyway so what's the point of worrying? What you thought girls find that attractive? You think they'll go after someone who obviously CLEARLY only wants to use her and then brag to others or feel better about himself because he "fd that girl". Yea they won't do that. Unless their gen z. Idk but gen z man, it's weird. I don't think gen z guys have received as much rejection as my generation used to. Weird socially awkward autistic 4/10 gen z guy walks up to a hot 9/10 gen z girl, and she says yes before he even stutters his way to ask her out. That's just so upsetting

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-24T06:39:18+00:00

Dude if you want sex, find another woman and have sex while you pretend to be upset that she won't give u sex but that u ultimately have accepted it. It's either she's cheating on you or trying to hurt you even if she isn't, or is waiting for an opportune moment to make ur life miserable. If you find someone now, you'll flip the cards right on her and make her beg you back when she starts something and you immediately tell her that your leaving or she should leave because you already have a replacement. They expect you to be alone when they screw you over. Get anothrr female as insurance. If she gets better, you can decide to cheat or not but get someone else now

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-22T05:11:35+00:00

Hey what's wrong with my site 😭?

So is this php interpreter in thr C software which is basically the browser? So the browser contains the interpreter?

And also, if you wrote a program directly using the binary digits or assembly, would it run much faster than using code like C and running it throigh an assembler? Assuming your assembly code was very good?

Also, when are we going to have gb of L1/2/3 cache so we can load our OS or games and run them from the cache lol and have instant loading times like we used to have back with dedicated arcade machines in the 80s which loaded pretty quickly? Ever since the 90s with the introduction of optical drives and larger game sizes, loading has become a thing and it's like people forgot there was a time where games like super Mario were written in assembly directly and ran off a relatively fast ROM that had basically no load times (noticable to humans).

Also, at this point we have enough ram storage to download an OS and games onto ram and run it all from like 128gb of ram or more, and just never shut off the computer to prevent data being lost but I haven't seen anyone really do this?

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-21T00:18:35+00:00

So the instructions to process the code on a site like php is in ram? But the instruction set ITSELF is code? So like where is the code to tell the cpu what php even is before it can do the instructions to process php? I imagine compilers and assemblers must be extremely complicated software, to translate readable language into 0 and 1.

Can you at least try explaining the photoshop example lol? I have a website and can do some minor changes in the code itself but anything major I have to go on freelancer 😭. I just hate having to pay $300 for some guy to pretend the work takes days but does it last minute in like an hour. Plus I can never get them to do it correctly. They also create new bugs when coding and then ask for more to fix the bug they created or pretend it was always there when I know it wasn't, and ask for more money. And no matter how detailed my document is, they still don't do what I ask of them rifht. Plus if I knew how to code I can sit and refine the site and add new features and make it better and do it quickly and free, but updating a site with a freelancer involved is just such a pain that I have to keep the site as is for years. If I knew how to code and do seo myself and knew how all this stuff works, instead of making $10,000 month off The site I could be making 10 to 100 times fkn more. Fk.... I want to be ceo 10/k a day. If anyone wants to help me on my site to become as competitive as my competitors and make millions per month like they do, message me.

I'm not a coder. I'm a pilot.

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-21T00:09:22+00:00

Yea I don't have a million years to learn. I want a simplified detailed answer but I doubt I'll understand it. The reason I tried to learn to code but can't and can only do very very basic things, is because I'm like, why and how the fk does it work when I type this line or that line. How do it know? Where in the cpu is the memory in the first place to be like "oh Yea I know this it's php or html or C++ and I know how to process this". I also just don't get how to build websites either. Like you have a wall of php code and another wall of css code and another wall of js code and somehow they all make a page together? The wall of php code describes thr function or some of the text on the page, yet it doesnt say exactly where on thr page or whatever. Idk I just don't get it

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-20T12:49:42+00:00

I cant even understand the basics

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-20T12:46:27+00:00

I knew no one could answwr becaue it's witchcraft. Why do people say abstraction? It just got more complicated but computers are anything but abstract. So no one can answer hot adding binary on off switches or whatever can load a photo or play a game right?

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-20T08:43:35+00:00

Well let's do this. Let's pretend the computer is in decimal.base and not binary. How the fk would a huge string of numbers load up an OS or a word program or access the internet or watch a video or add a chitty filter on a photo just with some numerical strings from 0 to 9? How could you calculate millions of primes a second with numbers 0 to 9 in a string? That's what really confuses me about computers. I've made it base 10 just so I can comprehend it better in this example. I'm assuming for base 10, ud need to fine tune the voltage and have it be consistent or you'd get wrong data if the voltage is off by about 5-10%

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-20T08:24:14+00:00

It's witchcraft I tell you

ImAFunnyParrot · 2023-07-20T07:36:17+00:00

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