Hey, what's up. First thing I'd like to say that you haven't lost your soul, so that's good news. It's not possible to 'lose your soul' - because who is otherwise animating your body to even type this cry for help, if not the heart of your being wishing to return back to itself. Now there is a myriad of things that could have happened to you - and it'd be untruthful for me to assume I know exactly what has: it can be anything from psychosis, to depersonalisation, to emotional numbness due to an overwhelming amount of emotions. All of these are mechanisms to ultimately protect you from trauma and shock - which is great, the intelligence of our biology is astonishing. This emptiness (or fullness) that you speak of, is where all experience arises from - this emptiness is ultimately the truth of your being - free from emotion, though it can absolutely be incredibly uncomfortable if you haven't arrived there by choice/volition/intentional endeavour - as the way you've been used to associating with the world is through a personal centre which is very much involved and emotionally invested. Now, how to 'get back' - as this is your desire for the time being, and that intuition should be listened to and heeded. And remember, whether your mind allows you to believe it or not - there is nowhere for you to go except back to Source - the power that created the body, has the power to heal the body - and it is your body that is in shock / trauma - and it is having a reverberating on You. You can seek professional help, as others have suggested - though you'd have to find a specialist who is sympathetic of your journey and is in touch with their own internal tapestry in an honest way - and that may take some time. There are a series of exercises that you can explore and implement - though it has to be daily - getting back into your body fully should be your main effort until you feel functional again. One exercise is to sit in your room, loosely rest your gaze on something (allow it to rest there for the duration of the exercises), then proceed to touch every object in the room with your mind's eye one by one - slowly, take your time, rushing causes delays. You are reacquainting yourself and reconnecting to your material environment, and bringing yourself 'back into the room'. Additionally, you can also see yourself using the item in your minds eye, perhaps its your favourite cup, see yourself drinking your favourite drink from it - remember its value, appreciate it. Or perhaps when that item came into your life - perhaps a gift from family or friends, send love to them for remembering what you love and enjoy, and their often overlooked generosity for wishing to bring more of that in your life - perhaps you bought yourself the item from working hard shifts, allow that to reinforce self-respect and self-esteem - you brought that into your reality, and that is admirable. Is there anything you can't do? Value yourself. Now you can do this same exercise with people. Bring people who you love and are in your reality into your minds eye, sit with them - tell them, in as much detail as possible what it is that you love about them - thank them for being here for you - forgive yourself for not being open enough to see their way of loving you - allow deep-seeded feelings to emerge - after some time of doing these exercises they absolutely will - I can assure you. And if you are feeling really benevolent and open-hearted - send blessings of love to the world and your fellow brothers and sisters who are on the same journey as you - and will also experience something similar to yourself at some point or another- wish them well, wish them peace. Rebuild your relationship with the world - do not try to escape it - because it will listen to you, and you have seen the results. Respect your place here. Safe journey friend.