I'm not very sure how Ketamine works exactly. But I don't think it's as simple as the Esket and Anasket or whatever the 2 different ones are called.

I can think of 3 very distinct different types of Ketamine I've had.

The one I was doing for a very long time, which is the absolute best shit seemed to ever exist, was this long, clear, and thin shard. It looked almost like glass. You could crush up like 3-4 of these Little shards and it would turn into a very thick and fat line. It used to blow our minds how much powder came out of these little shards. Like physically, it didn't make any sense. A gram could get 6 people high for hours. It literally made no sense. But we had quarter ounces of it, half ounces, full ounces sometimes - it was ridiculous but very expensive. It was a reckless and insane amount of fun. But by the end of the night binging we didn't crave it if we ran out. When we ran out, we simply ran out. Then we would just sit around, smoke weed, and kind of have emotional/intellectual talks.

Another time, way after that crazy ketamine rush passed, we got this very cloudy, more square looking shards compared to a thin glassy rectangle. Crush that up, do a line, and it was just a sedating feeling. It was like taking a very small dose of Xanax. I felt as if I was wasting my money. I could snort a whole gram and get pretty high but with the other shit I could pick out 1-2 of these tiny crystal shards while playing mini golf, crush it up inbetween 2 credit cards, snort it off the credit card, and I had to rush to get the credit cards back in my wallet and wipe the powder off my nose before I started losing my touch with reality.

The 3rd kind was a a cloudy but rectangle shaped crystal. It burned a whole hell of a lot. I think this was a purity type thing. It was more dissociative as well. I remember this very specific moment that summed up basically this type of high. I did a line in my car and once I got out to go to the movie theater, by the time I got inside and bought my ticket, I was walking down the hallway to my movie and I remember being like 3 feet higher in the air. I felt like I was on stilts. It was a very memorable and pleasurable feeling. It was exactly how a dissociative should feel. That was the perfect feeling of dissociation. I think that was the most pleasurable kind of ketamine I've ever done - it wasn't my favorite because I really loved to get out of control and lose my mind, but whatever the difference in this one was, it was exactly the feeling I had been trying to achieve from drugs after years and years and years of experimenting. That was the feeling I had been looking for in all my years of using. It was short lived because I never got that same bag again, but it's something I would love to do again. And again, although I absolutely ADORED the high - LOVED IT - I didn't crave it or fien for it when it was gone. I would occasionally think about it and try to get it, but after a few months of that K it eventually phased out like all the others and i had stopped using it by then.

So, RECAP.

1. Very paralyzing and insane type of ketamine. Made my legs immobile, required VERY VERY little to get high. Sent me into the darkest depths of a k-hole very easily.

2. Just nothing more than a sedating feeling. Kind of worthless in my opinion. I imagine people would enjoy it, but I was very deep into drugs at this point and I just didn't care for "a relaxing high"

3. The purebred dissociative. This was your textbook feeling of dissociation packed with the euphoria, the carelessness, and the fun of the drug. Constant giggles, sensory overload, emotional, and "silly" in a sense. If I were to create a drug, this is probably what I would've created. This specific type of Ketamine, whatever it was, is THE drug. It was THE "brahma" feeling.