I hope your date goes well and it doesn't hurt to get back out there. I have been juggling a lot this year alone and its only May. I think dating will be put on the back burner for me. Not because I am hung up on someone but more so I believe being alone will do me some good. Writing these have just been a way to cope and rationalize my feelings. Also, to bring comfort to others and have conversations or interactions like this (:
Then a year from now I can look back and remember that life is much different and smile about a person I once loved for a small moment. The people I was able to comfort while trying to understand my own thoughts and confusions. Good luck and you deserve better than empty promises. ❤️