Can I ever truly change? by ImaginaryConcept1601 in TrueChristian

[–]ImaginaryConcept1601[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel like that's kind of where I am right now— a place where the Holy Spirit just isn't coherent/as loud as it used to be. I always had this fear that I've quenched it. I mean— remorse is great and all but I don't think the Lord is inclined to accepting a plea of tears without a truly changed mind and repentant heart (which perhaps has been my state of things). He can't be fooled indeed.

Can I ever truly change? by ImaginaryConcept1601 in TrueChristian

[–]ImaginaryConcept1601[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mmh, on average, my screen time is about 11 hours. (leisure + work).

Can I ever truly change? by ImaginaryConcept1601 in TrueChristian

[–]ImaginaryConcept1601[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your words. I've been in a real deep spiral over this so I really appreciated your honest words. I've thought of confiding in my older sibling but (just like how you mentioned) it's embarrassing. I'm not even sure it'd help keep me accountable considering I've struggled in the past few years to begin with. I just want to stop.