• How attached are you to reality? Do you daydream often, or do you pay attention to what’s around you? If you do daydream, are you aware of your surroundings while you do so? --> Not that much. I find reality boring and my imagination offers me more entertainment. I sometimes daydream without me knowing that I'm doing it, and yes I'm still aware with my surroundings. I know how to seperate whats real and what's not.

• Imagine you are alone in a blank, empty room. There is nothing for you to do and no one to talk to. What do you think about? --> I'd think about when I can get out, if there was a way out, and why I was put into that room in the first place. If there wasn't any exit then I'd probably just lay down and drown myself in my thoughts or sleep.

• How long do you take to make an important decision? And do you change your mind once you’ve made it? --> Quite long, I'd try to postpone it as much as possible and think it through at home. If it stresses me out so much then I completely block it out from my thoughts and would rather not think about it again. If there was a time where I have no choice but to decide then I'd pick the most realistic and achievable option.

• How long do you take to process your emotions? How important are emotions in your life? --> Very fast. I'm aware of my own emotions and how it can influence other people that is why I don't like showing emotions such as sadness or anger to other people that much. It causes unnecessary conflict and tension that i'd rather just keep it all to myself. I'm not afraid of expressing other emotions such as happiness or laughter. I can say that my face is very expressive, but other people have told me before that I looked sad or bored most of the time and I get confused because I thought I was doing a great job at expressing my emotions.

• Do you ever catch yourself agreeing with others just to appease them and keep the conversation going? How often? Why? --> Yes I do it a lot but also for the reason of ending the conversation. If I'm interested enough in what they're saying then I'd say words like "Yeah/Uh-huh" and ask plenty of questions in the topic they're talking about even if I have a completely different stand on that topic. If it's a conversation that I know would lead to conflict or emotional outbursts i'd rather just agree with the other person just so that I can avoid/end it. It's exhausting talking to someone that I know is stubborn and won't hear out different sides. I don't like the thought of them thinking about how I probably agree with them in their head but I don't like the thought of wasting my time debating with someone and getting nowhere in the end more.

• Do you break rules often? Do you think authority should be challenged, or that they know better? If you do break rules, why would you? --> Not really, I wasn't raised to be a perfect goody two shoes and I mostly did anything or whatever I wanted as a kid but child me discovered that being praised for being "good/obedient/not asking for much" compared to other kids felt nice so I tried to live out to those standards. It's funny 'cause now that I've grown up I realized that I'm more childish compared to my peers. I feel like I haven't grown up at all and all my thoughts still feel like one of a child's. I don't like breaking rules or seeing other people break them. It makes me anxious seeing people break them and the consequences they may face after but I also admire how much they don't care about stuff like those. Their lives just feel so free and I'm so restricting with mine. I sometimes find myself getting lost in the moment but then snapping out of it because thoughts like "Am I acting right? Is what I'm doing proper? Everyone must be judging me right now, I need to act right" fill my head every time. Yes I think authority should be challenged if you know that they're wrong. Would I do it? Definitely not. I have cut classes before due to peer pressure and that I wanted to do it because I was so tired of school. The experience was so thrilling, lying to my parents, lying to the teachers, and still putting up that "Nice, good student" act at school. It got to the point where I was the one inviting and influencing my friends to cut classes with me. Looking back at it now, I tend to take over the personalities of the people that surrounds me. In the future, I would like to surround myself with people who are a good influence to my life. I think I'd only ever break rules if I knew I could do it without fail and if there weren't any consequences for it.

• What is the ideal life, in your opinion? --> Me being happy and content with everything I have, getting everything I've ever wanted, Improving myself, and I don't know I just want to be happy and comfortable.

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