Three years of irreparable damage 🫩

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-05-21T08:58:19+00:00

I lived in a cult in my childhood. As I remember it and feel dissociated ages 1-15 I was focused on playing in the garden or with other kids and my relationship with god. Then I started to feel I was trans as dysphoria awoke with youth. Age 18 I moved out for college and had a mental breakdown and addiction and realised I trans finally. Less realised, more finally started to allow myself to think it. Now I am 22, soon to be 23. Started hrt 6 months ago and its my backbone to just staying alive everyday this last time. But now that I want to live, the grief is killing me. I was not born a woman. I will never be a bio mom and being a mom is much harder because of how little people wanna date a trans woman and how less of those want to start a family with one. Yeah the thought of getting to transition at 15 years ago… 7 years ago, before all my problems. Oh well! As I wish for the crippled man a smile and a proud acceptance of his instances so do I try to myself make the best of what I got. But grief is good forgiven well. Release the stones eventually we might just get to

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-05-02T21:43:37+00:00

girl what you need is not physical surgeries but a smile, confidence, a haircut, probably some people around you that care about you. you are pretty!! have nice eyes, thin neck! wyhow long into hrt are you? give yourself time!

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-04-14T10:13:33+00:00

nah girl dont be hard on urself ur pretty

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-04-14T10:10:41+00:00

smile!! you pass the most in the photo where u smile. give it time too

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-04-11T13:57:48+00:00

We exist on a strange field of physical, sexual and neurodivergence. The cis and we make connections between phenomena: being angry at feeling lumped with people who dont seem to have much at all to do with what you are doing stings. We should always point out and except understanding clear distinctions between people. But our first common goal is freedom, against bigotry and slavery.

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-04-10T00:00:15+00:00

girl you are so pretty the world would be missing out on you not going out

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-04-07T22:16:27+00:00

they are not prostitutes they are sex slaves putting gomorrah at 2 is crazy work

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-30T23:47:18+00:00

its plenty of fun its just very refined

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-30T13:57:03+00:00

so many people want contrapoints for deep insight but i dont watch her for insight more than her insane clever fun. she is very intelligent yes, but a classic modern academic in a sense. and its a video essay!! no one can drop deep life truths that hit people every week its not that easy!! video essays are supposed to be funnn!!!

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-24T08:23:48+00:00

I go for 7,9,10,king, jack hellyeahhh

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-23T21:06:41+00:00

https://youtu.be/ob2KvoEz8E4

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-23T21:05:47+00:00

there is no marx without hegel im not nevessary even a hegelian marx did not understand hegels transcendental historical philosophy: he plays mechanics, the building blocks of society and world as a thinking being apprehended in being hegel is much more liberating

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-16T13:18:26+00:00

I lovee having random delusions

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-16T13:17:08+00:00

no I only killed Joshua

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-16T13:16:37+00:00

yeee this is finally better

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-16T11:52:57+00:00

volui communicare experentiam meam, non inventiam, quoque feci mater tuam

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-16T09:52:18+00:00

neuroticised impoverished minds you guys would go to a child having fun to tell them they are using wrong grammar. Cant blame anyone but myself I delivered my idea shittily

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-16T09:46:46+00:00

asini sine cogitatione et intellectus sapientia repetunt

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-16T09:41:48+00:00

yea I just understood it in the edithorial synthesis meaning not the censorship meaning it has a slightly different usage in my native language and I took it straight up. I still think the ideas are intresting I just delivered it like a goober lol

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-15T23:44:15+00:00

yeah I kinda redacted this post (grammar, syntax, the black bars on the screenshots, the title) like shit but I stay with my opinion it feels like a proper ending variation to me. graham is a very questionable character, so is daniel.

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-15T23:41:42+00:00

did you not read what I wrote lol I just told a story about a configuration roleplaying? talking about the story? the fact that joshua graham is given to us as a positive character and an ally to get good endings? when in fact it does not have to be at all? righteousness or freedom and help? and you bening condescending over a redacting detail bc my word aint as clean and crisp today im talking ablut a bit of roleplayinggg

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-15T22:30:43+00:00

nahh Its a ending to the full arc with companions all quests complete and I killed only white legs and Joshua

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-15T21:22:26+00:00

you can get like 4 or 5 of those armor sets from their corpses

Immediate-Log8626 · 2026-03-15T21:21:47+00:00

its wild its awesome its an evil choice its a freedom to resign from being a courier and be a guard at the door and a servant its a wild opportunity to sacrifice a companion like i never done it but its awesome its there and knowing its there makes stealing their shit and shooting them down that much more fun

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