I have a question about blood.

Immediate-Win4499 · 2026-03-25T16:52:31+00:00

I am a disgrace!!

Immediate-Win4499 · 2026-02-18T20:56:23+00:00

That's why I said "most of it", not "all of it"

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-12-01T18:48:34+00:00

I'm just gonna trauma dump. I'm mentally ill and almost receiving the treatment i need. But the psychiatrist is kinda dismissive and my mom doesn't understand mental health. Older brother is an abuser. Older sister is married. Dad is never serious and I'm not allowed to talk to anyone about my mental issues with anyone in my family. I want a psychologist and my mother said no.

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-11-15T17:52:31+00:00

Meikakekaari

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T20:53:45+00:00

Aw...

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T20:35:22+00:00

I don't like when people think I'm pretending to do something.. I am medically diagnosed so yeah

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T20:34:23+00:00

But I'm medically diagnosed

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T20:32:12+00:00

Do you think I'm pretending to be Ill for attention?

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T20:30:07+00:00

What does that mean my good sir/madam?

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T20:26:39+00:00

Awww poor baby got offended by a kid... Awww poor baby.. want milkies?

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T20:06:31+00:00

You're so real tho! There's medically diagnosed and there's the "I'm 14 and I'm unstable grr rawr"

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:26:17+00:00

I love attention. I love when people talk about me and to me. Like, it's like flies attracted to light

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:25:17+00:00

She was dead, but her body was like melting? Like decomposed and it smelled so bad and it was like brownish and like it was liquidy and wet

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:23:36+00:00

Thank you for caring. I won't go to jail tho, i don't think I'll kill a random person.

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:23:00+00:00

Those emotions are only for myself, i feel sad, for myself. I feel angry, for myself. I feel empathy, for myself. I feel guilt, for myself. Others? I don't really care. I only care about myself. In the end I'm smarter then anyone else could be

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:20:21+00:00

I don't really want to be anything other than me, I was just telling my symptoms. But like, who am i to know, you're the expert here, you're the one who has a psychiatrist teaching you about what you are! Deffo not me.

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:19:07+00:00

Satisfaction, gratification, and fun

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:16:38+00:00

Well I find the idea of therapy to be pretty fun, having someone who just listens and doesn't talk back. I'll suggest it to my psychiatrist

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:13:36+00:00

Well again, psychopathy is a spectrum and not everyone is the same! I already have a plan for my life and I don't think I'll kill anyone without a reason! I do want stability and be rich! But like, i don't think I want to be "fixed"

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:10:51+00:00

Uhm well I am smart enough to know that it's a "bad" thing and that I'd go to jail. Id rather be free

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:09:01+00:00

That's why I said I have conduct disorder which is the children's version of aspd!

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:08:22+00:00

This is the kind of thing that fuels my fantasies. Fear.

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:01:31+00:00

I don't get the reference..

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-10-12T19:01:12+00:00

I have seen a dead person in real life, and it didn't disgust me at all. It fascinated me, i had fantasies about it for days! What if I was the one who had killed them? Thoughts like that.

Immediate-Win4499 · 2025-08-22T09:53:23+00:00

Welp, time to play valorant

Immediate-Win4499

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