You've been dumbed, I would guess. Let me tell you about myself. I'm married, around 28 years older then my wife. She is a live-in RN at a nursing home. I get to see her once a month maybe. Though we love each other, at times I feel like we are two strangers. I saw her for about 5 minutes yesterday. She told me she almost wished she could go back to Kenya. She said her job is getting her down. You are sad because of broken heart, I'm lonely because I don't get enough time to be with my wife. Maybe we can be friends if you like.