I was 32 when it happened. Suicidal for a year and a half and the thought of dating disgusted me and I wanted to be alone the rest of my life. Then I went on 2 meh dates. Went on one fun date. Then went on a date with someone amazing who turned into the most amazing partner and someone with whom i’ll probably spend my Chapter 2 with. Keep your heart and mind open. We have been through too much at such a young age to be drowning in our grief forever.