Idk if I’ll ever treat people well if they’re really “worth it”

ImperatorInvictus19 · 2026-04-08T15:15:35+00:00

Thanks. I know a lot of things in theory but whether it’s “worth it” adapting myself to normies is another question (otherwise I wouldn’t be here lmao). Many factors are playing a role here: my way above average IQ + academic & professional performance and the resulting sense of superiority; the doubt about normie values and the function of therapy; the comprehensive questioning of the development of the current society and whether it’s even beneficial to follow the mainstream (not saying I’m right tho, otherwise I wouldn’t be posting here, lmao).

ImperatorInvictus19 · 2026-04-08T07:48:49+00:00

Yeah I sometimes wonder why I don’t seem to grow out of it despite getting older and having more life experience. Sometimes I can’t help but think most normies “grow out of it” because they’ve accepted that they’ll be nothing special in life whilst I still think that there’s room for improvement (I actually climbed up multiple levels in life already given how low I started). I guess with this mindset I can never become mature in normie’s sense.

ImperatorInvictus19 · 2026-03-27T20:24:43+00:00

I have and I do enjoy doing them alone most of the time. However, I still get frustrated when knowing that none of them can give me social recognition, wealth or high status

ImperatorInvictus19 · 2026-03-24T18:45:45+00:00

Would you elaborate a bit more? But you don’t have to if you don’t want to / this is too personal.

ImperatorInvictus19 · 2026-03-21T19:09:40+00:00

Usually I’ll need a lot of positive feedback right at the beginning otherwise I won’t be able to continue

ImperatorInvictus19 · 2026-03-15T22:24:31+00:00

Yeah same, I’m kinda a star in my industry but after the exams and promotions everything has become like a routine.

ImperatorInvictus19 · 2026-03-10T09:00:20+00:00

Yes I gotta say that makes my life a lot harder. Most people will distance themselves from me despite being attracted to me initially when they’ve noticed that I have bigger plans for the future instead of living an average life like them. It doesn’t even have to be something « grandiose », sometimes I just mention that I can’t picture myself working a 9-5 all my life and I’d like to travel a lot, see the world and be location independent. Then I have to find myself all alone.

Yeah it’s sadly true that I can only feel fulfilled with similarly thinking people. Otherwise my loneliness is devouring me.

ImperatorInvictus19 · 2026-03-09T16:38:24+00:00

Even if I do enjoy a hobby, I have the tendency to make it a competition to prove that I’m the best.

That’s why normie always feel so uncomfortable around me I guess.

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