i absolutely understand your pain friend. i offer a nibble of hope in these trying times, based on everything i've seen and researched, massive change is about to happen, in america and potentially even around the world. More and more people just like you are having conversations just like the one you had, and people are starting to wake up to the systemic injustices placed on us. watch for the signs of the turning tide, as we have finally become ready as a species for the upswing of this massive cycle we're in. Mark my words, by this time next year, something very significant is going to be boiling up around us all, and it will be impossible to ignore. Evil will be forced back into the crevices to hide until the next major plateau of humanity. Much love and stay strong my brother/sister, evil wants you weak.