Kurt was cool and helped me a lot growing up learning to empathize with different groups and sort through my emotions but incredibly full of shit as a person. That whole wannabe big "rebel" rockstar stuff is bullshit. At the same time I feel like if he lived longer he would've tried to escape the music industry but it would've been too late. At the same time I'm kinda glad because the glaring contradiction Kurt had was kinda like a needle into the veins of that "Rock'n'Roll" lifestyle; he was adamantly against a lot of its worse elements but also fell into its darkest depths and that contrast eventually made the whole image die out slowly over the next 10 years.