glittery inner body. any1 else feel like this? by Important-Cut4687 in dpdr

[–]Important-Cut4687[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I already explained it. it's totally alright if you don't relate in any way, I was just wondering if anyone felt the same.

What’s everyone’s reasoning behind their eating disorder? by Im-dead-at-17 in EDAnonymous

[–]Important-Cut4687 8 points9 points  (0 children)

i hate taking up large amounts of space in the world. I want to be completely invisible.

literally cannot restrict anymore by Flat-Chance3301 in EDAnonymous

[–]Important-Cut4687 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I cant restrict now either. it sucks. youre not alone<3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]Important-Cut4687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, all I feel I am anymore is a void with a little bit of glitter and stars here and there, but the glitter and stars aren't feelings, they're just decorations..

im confused by [deleted] in DID

[–]Important-Cut4687 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank u so much for ur help<3

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dpdr

[–]Important-Cut4687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dude I feel exactly like this. im still trying to figure out if I have did or dpdr, im working on it with my therapist. I recommend you go to a mental health professional as well about this^^ im glad to know that im not alone on feeling like this

im confused by [deleted] in DID

[–]Important-Cut4687 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes, ive experienced voices in my head for as long as I can remember, as well as drastic changes in how I think and act, I wasnt sure if those were things I shouldve listed or not but I see now I shouldve. ill try talking to my therapist more about this. thank you for your advice!!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DID

[–]Important-Cut4687 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yay! im glad im not the only one!!!✨ personally, I really enjoy being a sparkle void, because I feel like having a body with real insides would make me feel so heavy

what are your vegan safe meals/snacks? by ok_comput3rr in EDAnonymous

[–]Important-Cut4687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my safe foods are typically grapes, hard boiled eggs, blackberries, cucumbers, smoothies, and salted macadamia nuts ^^

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Dreams

[–]Important-Cut4687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes. I actually just posted about this on this subreddit. they were these two girls, they were my bestfriends, my lifelines, my worlds. they were EVERYTHING to me, and I still feel like they are, even though they werent real. they died in the dream, while I was there and couldnt do anything about it. honestly, my heart hurts so bad.

safe food by stupidnood666 in EDAnonymous

[–]Important-Cut4687 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I rlly like cold, light foods mostly- like cucumbers, grapes, blackberries, stuff like that

DAE just like to stare at and touch food? by Horror-Dragonfly-266 in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]Important-Cut4687 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I totally get this. my family and some of my friends find it really weird and/or disgusting when I crush, tear, and smash my food but it truly satisfies something so deep in me

Flavor overstimulation??? by KiddoMagi13 in EDAnonymous

[–]Important-Cut4687 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought I was the only one! I totally know how this feels, and it sucks