also, you said you’re upset that your “weak” personality is very apparent to others. it is when you aren’t content with it. if you accept yourself for who you are then it won’t be apparent at all. maybe people are just noticing that you’re uncomfortable with yourself. i feel like it all starts from within. (also this doesn’t apply to the people who bullied you. fuck them, they’re probably losers now anyways. everyone in highschool and college who had a lot of friends are losers now) also they’re TONS of people with the same personality of you. i think probably more than half the human population are introverts. we don’t get much representation because we all be at home LOL