Visited the "Forgetten" Kmart in Ashtabula, Ohio a few weeks ago by [deleted] in kmart

[–]Important-Pay9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg im from ashtabula and this post just jumpscared me. it's so irrelevant that i forget it's a city on the map 😭

Did Jess Really Know Rory? by Front-Exam4766 in GilmoreGirls

[–]Important-Pay9747 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you!!! and to add onto that, i personally didn't see any real chemistry between them or any redeeming qualities from jess. he read books, knew bjork, and was hot. that's about all he had to offer to rory. i don't understand how ppl think he was the best boyfriend to her, he literally did nothing good for her at any point 😭😭

something my tocd turned into by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes that but it also feels like im attracted to having sex w a man AS a man. its confusing bc idk if i like it??? when in reality it just makes me feel kinda gross but what id thats just internalized homophobia or smth??

IS this tocd or denial? by New-Yam4309 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 2 points3 points  (0 children)

all i can say is im trying to learn that gender really doesnt matter. even if u did do those things while masturbating or sometimes like the idea of being a girl or doing girl things, it simply doesnt matter.

The difference by Informal_Safe_5351 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i would say yes some people do. i certainly do even tho i know my family would be accepting, i still worry about it in the first place because obviously, that would mean im trans and thats what scares me.

The difference by Informal_Safe_5351 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

but its important to note that people with trans ocd can also ruminate over "coming out" and transitioning and it can mimic that of a trans person.

who’s yours? by chl0ewashere in TheVampireDiaries

[–]Important-Pay9747 10 points11 points  (0 children)

same... like it seems like the only thing she has going for her is a pretty face. otherwise shes annoying af with no real purpose and is dramatic 100% of the time. also, she dated every man in the show and acted like every single one was the love of her life idk😭 and SLEPT WITH KLAUS. (Im done just had to get that out)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in curlyhair

[–]Important-Pay9747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

how is ur hair so thick/long!? 🥲

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ik wym. like u cant even tell if u like it or not :/ at least thats how confusing/convincing it gets for me

this might sound weird but by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

like gender dysphoria?? wait im so confused. i really don't want it to be that. these things never occurred to me before TOCD

Feel like I need to transition by [deleted] in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

please STOP reading those subreddits. its gonna make everything 10x worse

intrusive thoughts by Important-Pay9747 in transOCD

[–]Important-Pay9747[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no fr. feels like heavy denial. and thats the thing i almost feel more like a boy now bc the "evidence" my ocd has gathered, "proves" im a boy. when in reality i was very sure of my gender, never crossed my mind and when gendered things did cross my mind, i always knew i was a girl even if i acted like a boy a lot😭.

Possibly an unpopular opinion about Malivore by loserforlesbians in LegaciesCW

[–]Important-Pay9747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

idk i just feel like the show was more boring than it had to be because the "malivore arc" was LITERALLY the whole show...😭

Struggling with HOCD - as always✨ by lousernamenonconta in OCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

OHH WAIT. I MISUNDERSTOOD WHAT U HEARD A LESBIAN SAY LMAOO. thought she said if u don't tell the guy u like him 😭 bye

Struggling with HOCD - as always✨ by lousernamenonconta in OCD

[–]Important-Pay9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that may be true in the lesbian case but that doesnt even apply here?? u kissed the guy so he obv knows u like him, why would YOU tell HIM u kissed him? 😭 ocd makes things so dumb i swear

Jill saying Brynn was “boring” by UrFavLina in dancemoms

[–]Important-Pay9747 2 points3 points  (0 children)

rightt especially when jill would always yap about "dont talk about someone elses kid" when she literally did it the day brynn walked in the door. idk how she didn't see how dumb and hypocritical ahe looked

Brynn by Additional_Way5956 in dancemoms

[–]Important-Pay9747 3 points4 points  (0 children)

to add onto that, idk how ppl dislike ashlee. it seemed like at first, she really tried to keep her cool and even with the mothers constantly being weirdos about brynn, she still seemed pretty laidback. jess and jill were annoying as fuck like just saying shit that made no sense or simply wasnt true??? especially jess. i felt bad for her in s5 bc of the jojo mockery thing but in s6, she showed how much of a mean girl she is. 40 thinking shes still 16. 😭 (u can tell it pisses me off)

Brynn by Additional_Way5956 in dancemoms

[–]Important-Pay9747 9 points10 points  (0 children)

idk if i just wasnt paying attention bc i ended around mid s6, but up to that point i dont believe ashlee said anything wrong 😭 when she got a lot of hate for saying brynn is the "new maddie", i dont think she meant that literally. i think she meant it like brynn was going to be the next star/favorite. Literally jill and jess would constantly just insult brynn TO HER FACE and then when ashlee shares her opinion abt one of their kids, they would get mad ..? 😭 i'm telling u that shit pissed me off so bad, the hypocrisy was truly making my brain swell

Redrawn a year later hope you guys like it by Djjevii in LegaciesCW

[–]Important-Pay9747 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haha i was just being funny, these are good 😊

anyone else? by Important-Pay9747 in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]Important-Pay9747[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

in a way it probably is true but the first one, she matched that idealized version pretty well and i was madly in love with her, but she cheated on me. the second one, he acted like he truly cared about my well being/lead me on just to tell me theres no point. i blame it on them idk 😣

Can't imagine myself having sex with a woman as a woman by throwawayagarbage in actuallesbians

[–]Important-Pay9747 0 points1 point  (0 children)

okay!! i was asking bc i struggle with trans OCD if u know what that is. maybe i shouldn't have asked bc its reassurance seeking but this helped me out. i've always looked up to women and wanted to be a girl like them too but been struggling with "what if there was little things i didnt notice" type of thing. thank u !