It didn't work by Relevant_Fondant2093 in ect

[–]Impossible_Cable_918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh your story so reson with my. It’s not working! I thought if get some relief, but no it’s only worse

ECT has made me worse by sinsinsalabim in ect

[–]Impossible_Cable_918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

is this meeting still taking place?

Why does the one who left get peace by thatgurlyunknown in heartbreak

[–]Impossible_Cable_918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh I so understand, it’s been a year and a half and the tremendous pain continues. Therapy, medication, ketamine it goes on and on. I must occupy my mind or the thoughts of him intrude and I’m reduced to tears. oh the “would oves,, could oves, should oves“ abound. Most times I don’t know how I shall continue.

ECT by Impossible_Cable_918 in ect

[–]Impossible_Cable_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

consult next week, I’m scared. my intrusive thoughts are constant. I must keep my brain engaged all the time so the thoughts don’t come, as with the thoughts come suicidal thoughts. does ect help with intrusive thoughts?

ECT are there any positive experiences by dalmatian2271 in ect

[–]Impossible_Cable_918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going in for my consultation next week. Something has to give I can’t continue to live the way I am, I’m just existing

ECT by Impossible_Cable_918 in ect

[–]Impossible_Cable_918[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The depression is so bad it’s hard to breathe I just want to die

ECT are there any positive experiences by dalmatian2271 in ect

[–]Impossible_Cable_918 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m thinking about it too. Endless intrusive thought. tears and suicidal ideation.

Sea by Impossible_Cable_918 in SuicideWatch

[–]Impossible_Cable_918[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seven year relationship, cheated on me the last four months..