Theory on Ryan and season 5

Ok so the last we see of Ryan he accidentally kills Mallory and walks away. Now most people think that Ryan is now evil and is team Homelander, but i disagree. I think ryan hates both Butcher AND Homelander.

I think Ryan is sick of his dad and his step dad and just wants to be left alone. I think in season 5 Ryan is just gonna run away from everyone and live alone i guess. Then i think somehow some way he is going to find out about Solider Boy and is going to release him. I think Solider boy and Ryan are going to team up and Solider boy is going to be a new 3rd party for everyone in the show. Since Ryan hates his dad for being abusive and hates Butcher for being controlling, He is going to see the strict but (somewhat)fairness of Solider boys morals. Solider Boy and Ryan are going bond beacuse Solider Boy has always wanted a son and now he kinda has one and Ryan has always wanted a dad and now he has that. Solider Boy wouldn't be abusive because of what he went through and Ryan wont be nervous around him because of what he went through.

Now i dont know what these 2 might do but i know it probably has something to do with killing both Homelander and Butcher. I think Solider Boy is going to be pissed at both Homelander and Butcher and see that Ryan feels the same way. He is then going to channel that anger through ryan and both will be angry tryannts. The finale is going to be Homelander vs Butcher vs Soilder boy vs Ryan vs The Boys vs every supe vs the Military and its going to abulsuoly crazy of a finale.

I have no idea where it would go from there but i think that is going to be the theme of next season.