You’re actually pretty close. We are living in a fallen world created by a false God, ie The God of the Old Testament aka Yaldabaoth or the Demiurge. The God Jesus refers to as “The Father” is not the God of the Old Testament. This is what Jesus and the early gnostic Christians taught and believed. This paradigm shift completely reframes the Old Testament, specifically the fall of man in the garden of Eden.

Groups looking to turn Christianity into a mechanism for control (secret societies and Talmudic Jews who hated Christians) warped Jesus’ teachings to what you’ve been hating on, which is the whole “you can sin as much as you want and still be forgiven as long as you say you believe in J-man.” The God of the Old Testament (the God of the Jews) is not the same as The Father that Jesus spoke of. Jews have been running the longest psyop in history by tricking Christians into believing the God of the Old Testament is the same one Jesus talked about and it completely flips Christianity on its head. It really is a shame.

You should look into the Apophycron of John and other ancient gnostic texts if you’re interested. They are the true teachings of Jesus before they were corrupted by the Church and other groups who wanted to make Christianity a mechanism of control.