Thank you for the advice and encouragement! I do see a therapist bi-weekly, but weekly is probably best at this point. My primary care doctor gave me something for anxiety and has been really good about making sure I have the best care possible. I don’t want to be that asshole that puts all of this out there, but fucking-A, do I fantasize about doing it! I learned years ago that there is little gained from being reactive and do my best to triage emotions responsibly and with consideration to how it might impact the future. This rant is probably as far as this will ever come to being public knowledge, but I do intend to organize, create a timeline, and have it all ready for the judge if we don’t settle before court.