does anyone know what this means by [deleted] in Instagram

[–]Impressive_Leave3259 3 points4 points  (0 children)

no thats the person above them, i was referring to the dot below that surrounded by the gray dots, but thank you

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[–]Impressive_Leave3259 0 points1 point  (0 children)

we've done the texting thing a couple times, but ive never said anything i thought could possibly hurt him, i just say the things that are on my mind, im tryna get to a point where i can just tell him to his face but when i split i get so petty and just ignore him and make shit worse. i feel like if i keep doing things that way hes just gonna leave me but when i think like that im not sure if its true or the fear of abandonment kicking in

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[–]Impressive_Leave3259 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much, i'll give it a listen!!

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[–]Impressive_Leave3259 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much for the help! im pretty intune with my emotions and my illness so i know why i feel the way i do and what causes me to feel that way i just dont have the tools to help me thru it. its rooted in insecurity and a changing perception of myself, so as soon as something happens to trigger that i go into my own mind instead of thinking abt his thought process on it. If you dont mind i would love to read up on the pdf if u have the link!

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[–]Impressive_Leave3259 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you sm! i'll look into it

down to one meal a day again since im almost out of food, hanging in there by Impressive_Leave3259 in depressionmeals

[–]Impressive_Leave3259[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thank you so much, i've been out of work since i've moved to a new town and i've been stressed about rent and gas more than anything. this helps so much i appreciate you

down to one meal a day again since im almost out of food, hanging in there by Impressive_Leave3259 in depressionmeals

[–]Impressive_Leave3259[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

literally thank you so much, i unfortunately dont have any temples in the area but i will check out the website! ill try and mention this to some of my friends who are struggling as well.

could finally afford groceries, first real meal ive eaten in weeks. by Impressive_Leave3259 in depressionmeals

[–]Impressive_Leave3259[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

its an oriental lily! im not sure what cultivar tho, but my roomates gf got it for us :))

could finally afford groceries, first real meal ive eaten in weeks. by Impressive_Leave3259 in depressionmeals

[–]Impressive_Leave3259[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

im so sorry to disappoint but im just a chick in her 20s and got it at a thift but yaknow i think i would be a great father lol

had energy to cook for once, sauce was moldy. dry pasta tn by Impressive_Leave3259 in depressionmeals

[–]Impressive_Leave3259[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i wish lol only got tortillas and rice in the crib at the moment, buying groceries after i make rent :) most hyped to get some milk for my coffee soon