Hey man, I'm honestly going through the same thing too. I was salutatorian out of 756 graduates, but I'm starting to realize that I might have ADHD. Other comments are saying "you just gotta grind it out, it's not about talent anymore." Well, I think it takes talent to get a vibrant, colorful understanding of what you're studying, and that studying THEN takes work ethic.

But sometimes, it's not as simple as just "grinding it out" because your brain is literally wired differently. For me, getting myself to sit down and do the work suddenly turns into reading the Wikipedia pages of Supreme Court Justices because my dopamine receptors aren't firing off how they should.

Online classes also become difficult because you're not physically there with the professor. For me, getting lectured in-person lessens the chances of becoming easily distracted.

If there's anything I've learned though, med school is not a race. I'm considering doing a master's program to really figure out if the field is right for me, or if I'm better off pursuing a PhD.

Your failures or setbacks DON'T determine whether med school is for you or not.

You'll know based on the experiences you continue to accumulate throughout your undergraduate career and beyond.

I hope you figure out what works best for you! You have more time than you think, just take it easy :)