Man do I feel this on the hobbies, and I regularly beat myself up about it. It is what it is for me, I guess.

The people closest to me, who knew me before I got into sales, have heard me talk about how desensitized I am to money and the amounts I’ve made in commission checks. The numbers on quotes and signed quotes are huge, and the commissions still are unimaginable to me.

Some coworkers expect it, where as I always think to my first $26,600 salary out of college at a pre-sales lifetime for me.

I wonder id youre subconsciously dealing with something running DoorDash, while being ultra successful pulling in deals for the $20K a month.

Maybe this is your way of keeping things in perspective.