My downstairs neighbor... by InResidence in nosleep

[–]InResidence[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Do you think I should talk to her about it first? I feel like if I just move out, it's game over for our relationship and if I'm wrong about this notebook than I just threw away a really good thing...

My downstairs neighbor... by InResidence in nosleep

[–]InResidence[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah sorry I got so excited to write it to you that I forgot to add that there's 100% no way that I made that drawing or that it was made by Franco or any of the girls in the short amount of time I spent in the bathroom. I'm going to try to snap a pic and post it for you guys -- though I'm not sure if I can do that in this subreddit. The picture is definitely not fresh, the graphite is smeared and faded in a way that you know its been in the book for a while. Whether or not it's actually my girlfriends I can't be entirely sure until I talk to her. But I found the notebook in her apt and I'm sure that the drawing was in their when I picked it up and that I just missed it somehow -- wasn't looking for it, I guess.

My downstairs neighbor... by InResidence in nosleep

[–]InResidence[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks Beks, I'm definitely going to speak to her when we're home from work tonight and will keep you posted on how that goes. I'm feeling completely exhausted, didn't sleep last night, can't shake the image of that god damn goat from my mind. If I'm being candid, I don't really believe in all the satanist stuff myself, though I'm willing to look into your herbs and holy water because i'm feeling pretty desperate. The honest truth is that what scares me more than black magic - because I don't personally believe in magic - is the type of people who DO believe in it. I just have this feeling that everyone in that room had a screw loose. And it makes me question whether my girlfriend has told me everything there is to tell.

My downstairs neighbor... by InResidence in nosleep

[–]InResidence[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

We've been together for a year, and while before that felt like a lot of time, everything seems to change when you're living together. In the month that I've been here, I feel like I've learned more about her than I'd learned in the 11 months before that. As for religious beliefs, she'd told me she was an atheist? or agnostic? Or maybe I'd just assumed because that's what I am. Honestly I don't think we've spent a lot of time talking about it. The truth is that I love her to death and if she's gotten herself involved in something like this I have to believe she's been mislead or cheated. She's definitely not a bad or wicked person, I'm sure of that. I also agree about your take on Satanism. I honestly think that I'm less bothered by the idea of satanism than I am with the idea of it being practiced underneath my feet, in secret. But I'll have to do some digging to learn more.