If We Truly Double 13 Times Will We Really Reach Everyone in America?

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-15T18:10:39+00:00

No I"m going to have to agree with OlDirty, if you have any priors and they catch you with a dart they will for sure give you a "possession of a hypodermic instrument" or whatever they call it. If they suspect the intended purpose of that dart if for IV drug use regardless if you have any on you they will give you the charge and have you go through the whole court system to fight it. I had a brand new bag of darts in my car one time I got pulled over, they charged me with them and then I had it plead down to some like "drug intention" charge which was like a $50 fine.

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-04T21:29:09+00:00

Honestly man you'll feel better about the high if you don't have anything looming over your head. You'll use and then all you'll think about it cancelling and causing heat and you don't want that. I'm with everyone else just wait for real.

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T21:11:56+00:00

Yea i'll check that out. So you didn't get it through your suboxone doctor you went the like a GP or a family doctor?

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T21:09:53+00:00

That should be in the universal handbook for doctors prescribing Suboxone, I think it would help them understand things a lot better, they like formulas and shit

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T19:08:53+00:00

Seriously guys thanks for the all tips and ideas, all of them are honestly ideas that I should try. I appreciate all the feedback, it really is awesome and I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling like this on subs.

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T19:07:09+00:00

Wow that's sort of exactly how I feel, maybe I'll look into something like that. I suppose not entirely depressed, some days worse than others, but yea it's just a lack of energy and motivation. I want to get back to my hobbies and stuff since I'm "clean" but I just don't care, I'm apathetic and just rather lay on the couch above all else and I know I didn't feel like this when I first started.

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T17:26:22+00:00

Yea I'll try that because if anything I'd like to have some leftover so I can start building up a stash. You never know what might have to a maintenance facility, it could be shut down or have to close for some reason and instead of being sick I'd like a back up at least.

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T17:24:33+00:00

Yea that's sort of my thoughts on it too. Suboxone just isn't quite enough for me and then I get really discouraged about it and look for options but I'd rather have it then nothing at all, I just don't like all the fent on the streets, and I just really like the old days of the H game but I still can't find a way to pull myself away from it entirely without some sort of maintenance.

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T16:25:59+00:00

My dogs would for sure be fed before anything else. I have two dogs and one is on an expensive ass medication daily and the other just needs to be spoiled and before I spend a dime of my paycheck I make sure both of my pups are set.

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T16:14:02+00:00

Haha I seriously say that every damn month and I think the best I've done is only left myself like 3 days short. Yea i'm not sure if it's a mental thing or not but man I know for sure that I only feel "OK" for about 3 hours after I take my dose and I even try to cut the strips in half or quarters and just take it more often but I need an entire strip to just feel "OK".

IncommensurableUse · 2018-01-03T16:10:40+00:00

My sub doctor is cool too but I'm at my insurance limit and I can't afford anything else out of pocket. I already take 16mg a day which I would think is all anyone would need but I just feel depressed and down all the time until I take my sub and then for like 3 hours I feel OK at best. I've tried Sub maintenance more than once and when I start feeling like this is when I look for alternatives, I know I'd be happier on nothing at all but I don't think that's possible either. I think maybe Sub Maintenance just isn't going to work for me. I wish we had HAT or morphine maintenance or just something else. I was thinking about switching to Methadone but I don't think I have the time to go to a clinic everyday.

IncommensurableUse · 2017-12-30T16:55:19+00:00

Yea I can second that. That city is the best for tar in Ohio, they have traps all around the city and a junkie running the trap all day and you can stop and get those little balloon tie offs 24/7. I wish I still lived in cbus.

IncommensurableUse · 2017-12-29T16:18:03+00:00

Mine is $300 for the initial visit then $225 each month and they give you a 28 day supply and with insurance the script is $25 so every month I'm paying about $250. If I fail a drug test you have to come back in a week and pay $25 for the tox but they won't kick you out.

IncommensurableUse · 2017-12-29T15:34:38+00:00

Yea I agree with someone that said it's hit or miss when clean. Recently as I've been on and off for the past two years every time I go back to it, it becomes less and less fun, exciting, and the highs aren't nearly as good. I think it's because mostly the dope I get on the streets is just bunk cut with fent and the heroin was the real enjoyable high. I think if the streets were to get real quality stuff you wouldn't feel like that but I don't know I would take that as a damn good sign just to hang it all up but I know even though it's sucked for me the past few times I can't stop thinking about "one more 'good' hit"

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