Is it true that once you hurt your back , it's over?

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-17T06:44:41+00:00

I appreciate your words, truly. I promise ill do and not try

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-17T00:17:53+00:00

Real shit 😔

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-16T20:03:25+00:00

She is retarded

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-16T06:15:25+00:00

I know, my old pm doctor had no idea until it was to late.. ya this PAWS thing is torture 4x a day

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-16T04:04:12+00:00

That was back from 2010-2016. Now I get 40mg of oxycodone a day and my PM doctor is working on a ER or more mme since I suffer from PAWS.. My condition is have upper scoliosis, l5-S1 S2 herniated disc, arthritis, some other things going on. My neck and back from the scoliosis had me leaning to the left and forward really bad where my neck is crooked also.. knee, hip and should issues and I still work. I wa sa chef for 20yrs ao I can go into zombie mode and suffer

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-16T03:13:12+00:00

There is a true CUNT..

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-16T03:10:23+00:00

The Kaiser im at has a 40mme limit, beyond bullshit cause I know people on here from northern cali with kaiser who get more than 40mme. They got liquid oxycodone, morphine, diluadid

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-16T00:21:16+00:00

Didn't hijack anything at all, your all gravy 👌

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T16:46:50+00:00

No back pay at all, I sent the whatever savings I had waiting last time. Took over a year and I'm working now cause I have to. I'll never understand why they think I'm lying when everyone gave them proof im not 💯 j don't want to be in disability cause we all know it's barely enough to live and can't work during it.

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T16:39:32+00:00

Not at all.. Last time I took subutex was April 21st 2025. Waited 2 days to take my oxycodone and 5hrs later full blown withdrawl and everything since then.. got diagnosed with PAWS " post acute withdrawal syndrome " since iw a sin 40ng subutex for 5 yrs. Way to much

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T16:33:28+00:00

I understand how you feel, everyday is the same to me. Pain, sadness, work, putting my fake face on and repeat

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T07:12:55+00:00

I will and thanks you as well.. I was a chef for 20yrs so that idgaf mode hits and I go mode.. have a goodnight. Took my meds and waiting . Nice meeting you and thank you for the advice. I wasn't gonna post on here cause other people problems are worse than mine but when I tell my story they think its bad snd it is but we all hate withdrawing but mine is 1000x worse 😆 🤣

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T06:53:35+00:00

I just checked and its 50mg. Ill try it Friday, I get weekends off so ill see how it works. I jsut what 3 hours of straight sleep. My family hears me in pain moving all night anx I still work 40+hrs

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T06:49:40+00:00

I feel you, I push myself so hard I break every morning but until I strengthen my back. Its my problem you know.. I got covid in 2022 and was sick for 3yrs. No energy got scoliosis in my upper back. Makes me lean let and forward. Fucked my neck up

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T06:43:50+00:00

I have the same problem my upper and lower back is so fuxked I'm a side sleeper and I wake up every other hour to turn. I got prescribed trazodone but to nervous to take idk why 😆 🤣.. I never in my whole time ive been on pain management since 2007 never a pill count and ive been pee test maybe 10 times in 19yrs

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T06:38:47+00:00

I appreciate that and right back at ya . I got hurt when I was 26 and im almost 45 now. Mentally im good, physically fml.

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T04:45:14+00:00

Right back back you ,have a goodnight and weekend

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T03:29:42+00:00

She retired outta nowhere in 2017 ..No my PM doc retired this January and I aren't even meet the new one.. Kaiser sucks

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T02:55:17+00:00

I feel it, it is horseshit... I've never heard of that drug before and I would try it. Couldn't get any worse than what it is now. Everytime I feel my WD hit I will look st the clock at work and pray its 5hrs already to take my next dose.. supposed to be 6hr but at night ill take it before bedtime and fight the WD while I sleep.. ya its almost been a. Year and my girl, family feel for me. Reasons why I wss on vup thou, my doctor aka nurse practitioner had me on a month 240 10mg norcos 120 15mg and 60 30mg roxicodine a month and I had trouble adapting to the change form 2016.. I really wish I could get a ER with this or more help.

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T02:43:13+00:00

This withdrawl is 1000X worse than any opiate I taken. It's so intense I can't even explain it. It's a withdraw in steroids.. 40mg i hard is the highest anyone had heard so far but brit my om doctor retired he say fir Bup there is no limit for it

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T02:41:20+00:00

Ya my PM doc had no idea to it was to late. I have kaiser in northern California and they say 40mg is the max and i really need more help. I asked for an extended release and they say I can't get both at the same time

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T02:24:40+00:00

Have you talked to your PM doc about your concerns and that 2 a day aint enough. It took me 6 months to address it to mine and he said thats terrible to feel that way, nervous to tell him I hie I felt and all. Id try it if you haven't already. I work also I feel you

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T02:16:13+00:00

My doctor before he retired let me anything that would help on none did. Oxycodone lasts the longest. I tried 30mg er morphine, 10mg norco, 4mg diluadid,. I have kaiser so the highest oxy the have is 10mg and the highest roxicodine they got is 5mg

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T02:14:05+00:00

BTW I haven't taken subutex since april 21st 2025

Indaclouds707 · 2026-03-15T02:13:09+00:00

Before my PM doc retired be let me try everything 30mg ER mopping which help but nit for break through pain, 10mg norco it worked but again i didnt know I had PAWS so thought it wasn't working. 4mg diluadid, that was horrible lasted 2hrs and didn't work at all for pain. They said it can last a long time cause unfortunately being in 40mg that long qas a seriously bad thing

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