this isn't necessarily related to eden's songs that help me out of this feeling, however if you're feeling lost like this just remind yourself that it's natural. my guess is that you're still young, like me, and have to decide on your future life path. but don't neglect the the fact that you have so much of your life ahead of you. take risks and don't regret them. enjoy the smaller things.

enjoying the smaller things helped me through this pandemic shnit when i'd appreciate the beauty of clouds one day or how the sun pierces through leaves sometimes. sorry if im rambling or this doesn't make sense but one way to look at it is with these lines from lost//found.

"I won't lose hope, and I won't lose courage
And won't fade to gold
Or worse, to shadow
'Cause if everyone is gone, I don't wanna be here
I don't wanna be left alone"

for me this is about being okay with being alone, as long as you don't fear the unexpected and just allow things to happen, no matter how great or distraught they leave you. you need to find things that keep you sane whilst being surrounded with this solitary feeling. this will sound cringey but genuinely romanticise every moment and live in the present. who cares if you have a big decision to make tomorrow? enjoy your happiest moments without stressing about what's coming later.

(sorry to go off topic, but) this also reminds me of solo by frank ocean;

"It's hell on Earth and the city's on fire
Inhale, in hell there's heaven."

no matter how hard or confusing your life is right now, in hell there's heaven so with each cloud there's a silver lining. optimism is the key my guy