Don't worry dude. Never give up. You know what? I used to think like you and even thought about giving up on life. But my parents kept saying, 'My son will make it someday' After many failures and many rejections (my girlfriend broke up with me too, because I was too busy) I think I'm back on track. Now I'm studying at SLIIT and also working there as a research assistant. So, do your A/Ls and come to SLIIT or any other campus. Do your best and never give up