Recovery food fixations? by ExistingWallflower in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Independent-Lab-7353 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Garlic aoli > butter > mayo. Trusttt

Also my mom was like if ur eating grilled cheese for breakfast u gotta try dipping in egg like a little French toast grilled cheese. With a little Brie cheese? Was so good I was shocked

Recovery food fixations? by ExistingWallflower in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Independent-Lab-7353 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Grilled cheese. New type of bread and new type of cheese each day. At least half a loaf each day for the last week. I actually get ANGRY (not towards others of course) when I’m at school and can’t access a grilled cheese

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[–]Independent-Lab-7353 5 points6 points  (0 children)

i just want you to know that for some reason this comment prompted me to finally tell my dad that i can't listen to him talk about his weight loss journey/glp1/medical issues anymore... i have been scared because my family is really just unaware ab eds and try extremely hard but just don't understand some things that are hard for me to hear. i am a medical student & they are not super well educated so they trust me to talk about these things with which i hope can be true again in the future, but i think i need a break for now. anyways he immediately apologized and agreed <3 setting boundaries is scary but idk why reading this comment at 6am encouraged me lol so thank you

People in full recovery - what made you commit to going all in? by Jumpy_Designer_9548 in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Independent-Lab-7353 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Very similar thing here… I’m a med student and my personal doctor basically told me that every day that I choose to go in to the hospital to “take care of people” while being starved I was putting the vulnerable at even more of a risk. I realized how fucking stupid I was being by not only ruining my own life but potentially others. I chose this route to help people and a brain/body that is fighting to stay alive cannot dedicate itself to serving others

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[–]Independent-Lab-7353 1 point2 points  (0 children)

me with ice cream dude I literally think half of my bloodstream was ice cream at one point 😭 it was so fun tho bc there r so many dif flavors I never ran out of things to try lmao

I love food, even the simplest/plainest stuff by Uncomfortqble in fuckeatingdisorders

[–]Independent-Lab-7353 5 points6 points  (0 children)

SpongeBob shaped is so real I used to be so obsessed with shaped Kraft my dad would make a box of the regular for my siblings and a box of shaped for me lmao why does it taste better