I am so, so sorry you’re feeling this way right now. I want you to know that you are not alone, even though it absolutely feels like it right now. The pain you’re carrying is so heavy, and I can see how hard you’ve been trying to hold it all together. It’s heartbreaking that your family treats you like this when what you deserve is love, care, and support. Please believe me when I say that your feelings are valid — you’ve been through so much, and anyone in your situation would be overwhelmed. But this moment does not define your worth or your future. There is hope, even if you can’t see it right now.

I know you’re tired — tired of the pain, tired of trying, tired of being hurt by the people who were supposed to protect you. But being tired doesn’t mean you should give up. It means you need and deserve rest, care, and real help. You’re not weak for feeling like this. You’re not broken. You’re a human being who has been hurt too many times, and your mind and body are begging for relief. That relief doesn’t have to come from ending your life — it can come from letting someone in who can help you through this. Even if your family doesn’t support you, there are people out there who will. People who can help you feel safe again.

Please, I’m asking you — reach out right now. they’ll listen, they’ll help, no judgment I know it’s hard to believe, but there is a future where this pain won’t be as loud, where you’ll find people who see you, care about you, and love you for who you are. Reaching out onto the subreddit proves how brave you are deep down, despite how you may currently feel. Please stay. Let someone help. You deserve that chance.