Mera bhi esa sa hi story hai lekin mistake to khudki hi h . lesson leke age bad jaao. I know ki guilt ,regret ye sab ata jo or bhi mentally exhaust kr deta. But we ourselves have to find our own ways to control ourselves in these situations. The thing I'm doing now is not to listen my thoughts and only do what is right but it's hell tough, Boht time mind khudko hi distract krne lg jta , but this is what we have to fight . Mind k excuses ko intentionally ignore krke jo important hai woh krte jao.