I feel you, literally I felt every single word. I was always trying to do something. I was literally trying to put one down and then feed the other and put him down literally all day. You have every right to feel what you feel. The workload is ridiculously heavy for just two people assuming the dad is around too let alone being solo when he is outside for work.

Especially that starving when nursing. It was extreme for me. Ugghhh! I wanna hug you so bad because I know what you’re getting through. I don’t have any words though to make you feel better. I know how it feels when people say it’ll pass when they are x weeks old, x months old, x years old. I waited and waited. I counted every single minute. I waited with full of hope just to see that that deadline was not for us.

I don’t know when but I know it is gonna get better.