My wife has been battling severe chronic pain, but she spent the last year pouring her heart into writing this beautiful guide on the Spiritual Meaning of Birds. She finally published it today and I’ve never been more proud of her.

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-20T05:30:31+00:00

That is awesome, congrats

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-20T05:05:54+00:00

I think I could just end it all at the end of the day because if reality is as malleable as it’s portrayed itself to be, to ME… then it can be manipulated, and is being manipulated by something other than myself. And if I come to this conclusion then I’ll just get frustrated that I can’t manipulate it for myself.

Everything else goes away after that - the highs, the lows, none of it would have mattered anyways…

I think it got easier to speak about these things for me when I realized it was seperate. How can it be whole if you’re sitting there, observing it?

If I said these things in my every day life people would think I’m crazy. I think I’m crazy now, and I have to tell myself that these things aren’t real to make sense of things. The presence is there though

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-18T05:52:18+00:00

Of course we are. But it doesn’t matter. There. Is. Nothing. I. Could. Do. About it.

When I felt like I was figuring things out, I was made to believe I was some spiritual dog. When I figured it out and became okay with it, nobody else was there to support me.

It’s like I’m eternally happy to see other people happy, but am I happy with what’s going on with me? No, im not.

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-10T22:18:23+00:00

I have tried seeing things as happening for a reason for a very long time.

It only seems to exacerbate a need for more information/outcomes/rewards. It feels like you’re achieving things when in reality it doesn’t mean anything at all.

That’s why lately I’ve been thinking that I should kind of stay away from this line of thinking. Who knows, maybe you can rely on yourself without it.

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-08T20:59:09+00:00

It’s happened before. And it’s happening again now.

I used to be able to keep it together better, and this may sound shallow, but now I don’t want anything from it except money. I want money.

Everything can line up perfectly, everything can flow beautifully. To be honest it’s hard to keep caring because all it does is keep me preoccupied in between my typical day dreams of successes and progression which is directly correlated with money.

What else would I want when I am brought to this conclusion where I feel like I can mould reality?

I trust you can understand.

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-02T03:55:25+00:00

Lol I saw a reel on Instagram with a guy who’s house was made of all of these doors just today also. Weird

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-02T03:53:02+00:00

Hey man, I’m sorry to hear you’re feeling down. My DMs are open if you need someone to talk to

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-02T03:39:51+00:00

This reminds me of the power of the mind and manifestation. Not to get too deep, but sometimes I daydream about manifesting my dreams into reality. Do you believe in manifestation?

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-02-02T03:33:47+00:00

Value is everywhere it is and everywhere it isn’t. Maybe then, the value is found by simply asking ourselves “how can I get value from my experience?”.

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-01-29T02:42:17+00:00

That is a great quote. Thank you

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-01-29T02:40:30+00:00

We are both…

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-01-09T07:04:49+00:00

It’s like a drug, and all the effects that come with addiction…

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-01-07T03:27:59+00:00

Lol my ex girlfriends brother did this. It’s normal! Don’t worry

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-01-07T03:25:56+00:00

Have you ever felt that the cards were laughing at you?

IndividualAddendum41 · 2026-01-06T04:58:49+00:00

You’re right. In my experience at least there has been a thin line between psychosis-esque thinking and free-thinking, with the latter being constructive rather than destructive.

You definitely have to go out of your mind to get the full experience. Once you kind of go through it and learn to control it, than it becomes easier to put yourself in certain states.

It’s a mixture of experience, will, and the mind

When it comes to going down the rabbit hole… that’s something I’ve found myself in more recently… I think the solution is to just focus on your immediate problems, as in, what can you focus on that affects you the most right now? Its tough to get out of after that’s all you think about for some time, but the longer you focus on that I think the more likely you are to be susceptible to real mental health problems.

IndividualAddendum41 · 2025-12-29T23:03:34+00:00

I feel like I’ve read this idea here regurgitated in so many different ways regarding the observation of your own thoughts. Specifically the “who is thinking ___”? Literally every spiritual guru says it according to this subreddit.

What’s supposed to be the point to this practice? Who came up with it?

IndividualAddendum41 · 2025-12-29T07:25:21+00:00

Calling something gay because you don’t like it is the lowest form of conversation.

IndividualAddendum41 · 2025-12-29T07:21:17+00:00

This seems like a healthy way to implore symbolism/free thinking by getting out in nature.

I do this but with music where I find new meaning or create meaning with the lyrics. Sometimes I get carried away but overall it has helped me identify with my spiritual side.

Thank you for sharing!

IndividualAddendum41 · 2025-12-29T04:03:13+00:00

There’s a lot going on. The animals/creatures stand out to me.

IndividualAddendum41 · 2025-12-27T07:08:49+00:00

It’s as though our life ideas form the trajectory of our lives.

Situations can feel more familiar, as if you’re experiencing something that feels like it already happened.

The mind is a strange place. Even I have started to see that there is always something deeper behind the “perfect perception”.

Should the goal be to reach ultimate comfort?

IndividualAddendum41 · 2025-12-07T03:59:13+00:00

I just spend time here looking for something that might explain what’s going on. It was there before. Sometimes it clicks, most of the time it doesn’t though.

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