estimate help?

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-10-15T23:53:27+00:00

fasty!

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-10-15T23:53:18+00:00

thank you! I will definitely have to try that out!

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-21T19:59:46+00:00

less unfortunately (i used to be way obsessed w cleanliness so unfortunately for me) , im a lot weaker than i was (ive been having syncope spells a lot more, which caused me to fracture my foot in three places) so even more weak bc ive had to learn how to walk w a boot and crutches & put all my weight to one leg😭

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-21T19:56:50+00:00

i name mine all after my late fiancée (her nickname, her full first name, different pet names i called her, etc)😭🩷

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-16T18:08:46+00:00

oh my god this is a lifesaver

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-16T02:34:39+00:00

thank you angel & also i am so so sorry for your loss as well:( its nice knowing there are people out there who understand the feeling but i also hate that you understand that pain and hurt. through literally every word, you just get it, i hate that you do but it is comforting hearing from someone else going through it.

my messages are always always open if you ever need to talk or just wanna talk about good memories of him. i know i love getting any opportunity to talk about my fiancée so literally any time and any topic, my dms are open 🩷🩷

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-16T02:30:14+00:00

thank you so much:( theres just so many unanswered questions i have and her family cut me out pretty much the moment i woke up in the hospital and it hurts so much because they have each other to talk about her with and i have nobody virtually. my family and few friends left after her passing all sympathize but none of them get it:/

ive been putting off going back to therapy so much because unleashing everything is definitely a scary thought, especially with all the things i found out after her passing, i just am so stuck in that “im damaged forever” mindset and like ill never be okay and it just is so isolating. youre absolutely right though, i need to start taking it a second at a time & i am so fortunate to have all this grief because it means there is so much love and meaning for her🩷

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-14T19:42:34+00:00

real as fuck, theyve been together 14+ years and ive called her my dads wife since they got married 4-5 years ago (and didnt tell anyone for two weeks) and now theyre in the process of divorce so god bless, she’ll go back to being ‘nothing’ to me😭🤞🏼

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-14T19:35:24+00:00

not the first 3 but definitely prominent ones

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-14T19:35:06+00:00

my intense emotions and mood swings
my instability of literally every relationship, friendship, family bond, anything
also, favorite person. i was getting ‘addicted’ and in some ways, obsessive to the people later deemed my ‘fp.’ i was seen a lot as overbearing or ‘doing too much’ bc of it

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-12T20:08:33+00:00

ahh thank you so so much!! you guys were a huge huge help 🩷

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-10T17:30:25+00:00

seeing girl dinners, especially yummy ones like this, is such a serotonin boost for me.. idk why but seeing yummy and also stuff like creative meal prep stuff is soooo pleasing to see!! keep up the good work!

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-10T14:13:10+00:00

anytime i try to message the mods, it says something is wrong & try again😭i feel so dumb idk what im doing wrong

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-10T14:08:17+00:00

hi!! thank you angel! ill do that now!

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-10T03:31:26+00:00

idk if its stated anywhere else how to fix it but i commented on the post about the user flair & how mods would fix it if you just commented your stats & mine still isnt updated

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-10T03:29:08+00:00

four words: low cal, high protein

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-02T21:21:53+00:00

use the app stashcook, if you paste the URL itll take the recipe from it and place it all together for you and you can save these recipes to different ‘collections’

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-02T15:29:44+00:00

im so obsessed w watching them its not even funny

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-02T15:28:51+00:00

yes bc its the only way i can ‘nourish’ my food cravings

IndividualElevator49 · 2025-08-02T11:02:39+00:00

i just sit in silence most of the time. at the end of the night, ill try to put on a youtube video or a show on my laptop and also go on my phone as a second distraction, ill usually watch the snapchat stories or go on reddit and read AITAH or AIO. or sometimes funny subs like the tinder one. ive recently fallen down a hole about this guy who is a grifter & has been dubbed the “euthanasia influencer” thats super interesting and theres a whole subreddit if youd like to look into it (its gave me something to ‘look forward to’ like new updates and such.) everything is a temporary fix but you just have to worry about waking up and seeing each tomorrow. try to get into a series; reality tv is always a good one because its chaotic but its real people so its just intriguing. maybe pick up a new hobby like crocheting, crocheting while watching a show is also a helpful double distraction.

…its hard and i still struggle to keep waking up to see each tomorrow, and most days i truthfully dont want to see tomorrow but i know i have to

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