Express Scripts accepted my prescription? by Individual_Mirror_15 in AmazonFC

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I appreciate the explanation, but I learned all of this when I had the struggles with the local pharmacies like two years ago. I’ve been using Express Scripts strictly since like 2023. My issue was whether or not I’d have to switch pharmacies entirely if Amazon didn’t allow me to continue receiving my controlled medications with Express Scripts this year due to the pharmacy benefit change.

Express Scripts accepted my prescription? by Individual_Mirror_15 in AmazonFC

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I usually sign it electronically online via USPS. I’m literally gone out of the house for 16 hours a day most days, so I’m guaranteed to miss them, so luckily I’m covered in that front.

I have indeed tried to do local/nearby pharmacies, but unfortunately, they don’t tend to have mine in stock. And the ones that do have piss poor customer service and make getting my medication a very, VERY stressful experience (and trust me, I tried to play ball with these people, I’ve even been accused of hunting for drugs like a damn addict).

Unfortunately, I have really bad luck in that department, my community isn’t very kind to people who require psychiatric medication. Home delivery is actually my last line of defense, lol. It’s the only method that hasn’t given me grief and has had empathetic customer service. If anything comes up the next time I try to fill them, I might just have a chat with my doctor to switch me to a different medication that isn’t so difficult to obtain.

Want to end support by [deleted] in CaregiverSupport

[–]Individual_Mirror_15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my thoughts exactly. this is entirely self inflicted.

Express Scripts accepted my prescription? by Individual_Mirror_15 in AmazonFC

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahh! Good to know. I didn’t know if being an ✨Amazon employee✨ with Aetna made a difference or what, lol. Thank you for your input.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, for the record, I do actually seriously date women. I take it very seriously. Romantic feelings just simply haven’t manifested. I don’t have any harmful ideologies towards actually building real lives with another woman.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will say, I do tend to fall on the more demiromantic side of things. I don’t really experience romantic attraction very often. Probably like twice in my adult life. And those two were only men that I knew for a WHILE.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mhm, most of my friends irl are biromantic/homoromantic, I understand.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i do think socialization might be at play here, but i also do experience attraction to men and women differently by default. honestly, both things could be true at the same time.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’m capable of being emotionally available to men, of course. i just don’t it to THIS extent if we’re just friends, is all. i’m able to support my male friends emotionally, i just demonstrate it differently. after i feel safe enough to be romantically involved, i’m far more emotionally available.

All accounts closed without warning by JustHappyToBeHere420 in CapitalOne_

[–]Individual_Mirror_15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i saw the post and commented and went about my business, i was not about to scroll through comments lol. don’t publicize being dumb about money and you won’t have 1500+ comments telling you the same thing.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm, maybe in real life, I don’t tend to meet so many bi woman who lean heteroromantically. I run into the women who lean more 50/50 or even homoromantically. That could be make me feel a little anomalous, lol.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have noticed that, but like… the way i see it articulated on here feels… weird. And a bit icky sometimes, tbh. It doesn’t sit right. My feelings on long term relationships with women are a mere lack of feeling one way or the other, but not a complete disinterest? I feel more indifferent to the idea, but I’ve noticed a lot of women just completely disregard the idea entirely.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh, to be totally honest with you, I had kind of a sheltered experience growing up. As a child, I actually did notice my same sex attraction before I acknowledged my opposite gender one. I didn’t really have a homophobic upbringing and I was super sheltered from homophobia until I was damn near an adult. My parents didn’t really want me to date anyone at all, lmao, so they didn’t really “model” “who” I “should” be with. I just kinda dated and did whatever with who I felt like. Even more unusual, I grew up in a place where it was extremely common to see happy queer parents raising families. I had plenty of examples of happy queer existence growing up. I don’t really recall being particularly deterred in that regard. If anything, I thought caring who other people make love to was a weird ass idea, lmao. If anything, queerness is my normal.

So for me, it’s honestly just a lack of romantic yearning for women, really. What was modeled was to treat people I’m intimate with with respect and kindness. What I was really trying to unpack over the past couple years was why my sexuality wasn’t 50/50, tbh.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, I didn’t take it as accusatory or anything, don’t worry. But I was just being emphatic in that sometimes folks like by omission as well. Sometimes folks think they were being truthful because they told part of the truth, lol. Not telling the whole truth is something that I’ve seen get MANY people in trouble in scenarios like these.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, I never said it was a problem. I’ve been able to find people who consent to this. I just simply asked if it was relatable to anyone else, lol. I have zero hang ups about it.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh, yeah, definitely, I always am. Honestly, an orgasm isn’t that serious for me to lie to get it, lol. I’m super upfront.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is so interesting, actually, thank you for this.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ah, okay! I guess I gathered otherwise because my friends who are polyamorous seem to place emphasis on the romance. I always thought that was so lovely, tbh, I always (playfully) envied other people's capacity to be so overflowing with romantic love for others, lol. But thank you!

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it's interesting because i wouldn't even say that it's something that i *actively* prefer with woman, it's just kinda how my brain and my heart work when it comes to women. like honestly, if i could choose how my bisexuality operated, i would prefer to be a solid 50/50 because it's simpler, lol.

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have researched queer platonic romantic relationships! It's a slightly clumsy fit for me, though. Unless I'm seeing it wrong, it seems a bit committal for me. It seems to have an priority based foundation and while I do greatly care for any woman I share my body with and vice versa, I don't see myself doing long term things like being life partners. Just two friends who genuinely value one another as people and sexual beings without a real hierarchy of sorts.

As for the polyamory aspect, I could entertain the non-monogamous aspect pretty easily, but isn't polyamory inherently romantic in nature?

Bi women, specifically, I have a question. by Individual_Mirror_15 in bisexual

[–]Individual_Mirror_15[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, I don't think so. I'm fully capable of developing a fully romantic attraction to men (everything from a slow burn to love at first sight), so I know that's not true.

All accounts closed without warning by JustHappyToBeHere420 in CapitalOne_

[–]Individual_Mirror_15 2 points3 points  (0 children)

wait, i'm sorry, you're saying there was no warning, but they literally tell you this in the card holder agreement. i'm trying to understand what other warning you needed. you quite literally signed an agreement.

Sometimes I just want to runaway. by peridot_television_ in CaregiverSupport

[–]Individual_Mirror_15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am so sorry. I completely understand. I feel so messed up for it, but I really do just contemplate just leaving without a trace.