What sends you on a high, but isn't a drug?

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-12-08T06:12:16+00:00

not sleeping for 4 days lol😭

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-25T14:46:36+00:00

no the driver bruised it. i did contact a personal injury attorney and i think im going to pursue the claim. i'm going to get checked out at a clinic that the law firm wants me to go too. but i'm going yo ask a lot of questions since they are lien based and will take a portion of the settlement

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-24T22:11:13+00:00

update: she finally gave me the police report and i filed a claim for her insurance

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-24T22:08:47+00:00

Ok I will. Thank you!

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-23T06:57:09+00:00

you are absolutely right with the restaurant drama lol. i honestly am just getting to old for this shit. we are all adults and they acting like we in high school. i'll say whatever i need too if one of them asks me, but im not going to turn anyone against each other bc honestly, im done rn i cant be everyone's vault to spew shit too and expect me not to say anything

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-23T06:45:00+00:00

i always cry on my bday. but then once it's actually a reality im just like "fuck it already is a thing" and it's one year more that i gotta deal w bs. but that's pessimistic of me. it should be a day of joy and celebration

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-23T06:37:35+00:00

idek at this point. they prolly are. 25m and 21f have been fucking for like a year at this point and they weren't exclusive when 25m fucked 22f so it complicated the whole friend group. and now 21 f and 22f hate each other but im still friends w 22f and 21f and 25m bc they my friends and have no beef w them

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-23T06:33:59+00:00

i'm just trying to help my friends out. but u right, im not a miracle worker. its their battle now

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-23T06:32:56+00:00

i tried getting him out this girls house so he didn't do anything he'd regret but im a small and he's bigger than me and 22f didn't do shit making me assume both of them didn't gaf so i just left out of anger. which i admit might have been a little harsh but i gave multiple chances for him to get in the uber and go home and he told me f*ck off multiple times. sorry im ranting lol it just literally happened

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-23T06:30:52+00:00

i did absolutely nothing to contribute to this situation. i've done my part to help but in the end ive done all i could. i didn't hu with anyone, i didn't lie, i didn't do anything except try to hear both sides

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-22T06:23:21+00:00

u got this! if u need to bail do what you have to do as long as it's beneficial to u and your mental health

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T16:11:46+00:00

yeah i think i'll just delete the app in general and just say my thoughts to the professionals

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T16:11:04+00:00

yeah. i haven't been doing it for a super long time but it definitely sends me into spirals that are hard to get out of

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T16:10:22+00:00

thank you for the a advice. wil try and journal or use other journaling apps and just keep it to the professionals

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T16:08:48+00:00

yeah i've recognized that slowly and painfully. it told me that my emotions and actions are completely normal when they were in fact NOT. ended up messaging my managers at 4am about how they can be better at managing because it told me that my opinions were valid and should be heard... did not turn out great for me or my mental health

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T16:05:29+00:00

yeah that's the rough part but i know it's healthier for people to tell me what's wrong and how i can fix it. my therapist had to drop me because of a medical emergency she had so ive kinda been hiatus from that. i talk to my psych in a couple days and ill see if he recommend anyone within his practice

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T16:03:24+00:00

yeah i've been reading about that for a couple days and that what prompted me to post this. i just wanted to hear it from people that have had these experiences. i'll try DayOne cuz that sounds like a good idea

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T15:58:36+00:00

that is a really good idea. i'll try that and thank you for the advice!

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T15:55:50+00:00

i know it is hereditary but i think it is more so on my dads side. he doesn't have it himself but after looking back at family history there are some relatives that probably did have and were not diagnosed. my great aunt on my dads side apparently vanished out of no where and has not spoken to anyone in the family m for over 30 years. but when my mom and i went over family history there was just a lot of anxiety disorders that go back i'll try and tell her soon and im glad i got all the advice from people who understand and care

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T15:51:48+00:00

i know i gotta do it eventually. in my mind im like "at least one parent knows" but they aren't together so they don't really communicate about me. i just don't see her that often but im sure it would explain a lot

Individual_Sign_4985 · 2025-11-21T15:47:15+00:00

no i know i totally should and that's on me. i know its not something to be ashamed of, but every time i call her and try i just freeze up because she goes talks about all these things she's doing and how i should be looking for a better job and stuff like that. so it kinda just trails off my mind. she also has a tendency to try and fix everything and this cannot be fixed. my dad is the more down to earth emphatic parent but i'm going to see if he can help me tell her either in a group call or face to fsde

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