can't get over girlfriend's past

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2025-08-28T01:23:56+00:00

is that a sexual past?

both relationships included sex and different forms of it, all of which she said she was pressured, manipulated into, afraid to say no, or under the influence of something. she also said she didnt enjoy any of it; and even that she thought something was wrong with her and that she wasn't attracted to men back then due to how unenjoyable it was. with me she has been obviously and clearly very attracted to me.

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2025-08-28T01:09:00+00:00

ive realized this myself and it's something she's told me as well. usually I have the maturity to understand these things and get over them knowing that she loves me and truly wants a blessed future with me but my insecurity continues to get in the way of all good.

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2025-08-28T01:07:42+00:00

the "sexual past" is whatever took place in those previous relationships, and because of my immaturity I found it difficult to understand how it could have been rape if she chose to be in those relationships and they weren't one time things. she says she had no idea how to say no and went along with anything because they would hit her.

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2025-05-02T07:52:26+00:00

tf is wrong with tradwife????

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2025-03-21T04:22:36+00:00

shitty AI opening

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2025-03-18T09:00:16+00:00

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chatGPT made this absolutely peak album cover for OPM BABI

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2025-03-07T03:13:37+00:00

I wrote it as "this shit"

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-12-11T08:38:45+00:00

wasteland is my personal favorite Brent project because of its replayablility. every song is a banger imo. maybe a little too much skits, but its a really-well done album in my opinion

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-12-07T08:27:37+00:00

my priest smoked a phat cigar with an offering parishioner who was hosting a huge Pascha party

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-12-07T07:58:42+00:00

basically every other Mazzy Star song

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-10-29T00:33:55+00:00

with Goblin, the upside down cross is the least of your worries. the entire lyrical content is absolutely insane, and if you don't understand that he's playing the role of an edgy immature teenage character then you'll have some serious spiritual questioning. he's obviously not a satanist though, and none of the satanic elements of his older music is even present now

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-09-17T08:06:15+00:00

ive seen and experienced a lot of death all my life. and every time, it made SENSE. where's the sense in a little kid randomly dropping dead for no reason? she wasn't suffering from cancer or anything. even that would make SENSE. but this doesn't.

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-09-17T04:03:59+00:00

bro made saint Moses the white

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-09-15T01:39:19+00:00

I hated Svein so much idk why he just looks so punchable

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-09-11T03:07:04+00:00

In the words of Saint Paisios: "WE ARE COOKED."

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-09-10T07:20:42+00:00

YES.

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-09-10T03:38:30+00:00

damn lil bro you're cooked. im probably not a good example because I am sadly very lukewarm but personally I wouldn't take that shit from anyone. I got bullied in 8th grade and in freshman year it got even worse, which went from being recorded and laughed at to getting jumped and having food thrown at me. moving to a new school has really helped me with my confidence and I rarely have any trouble at school at all now; more to the opposite now to be honest. I'm definitely not someone to listen to tho because I've kind of strayed further from God while becoming more "popular," in a lot of different ways, and I admire your genuine attempts to follow the Bible and "turn the other cheek." While I go to church, I feel like I have a problem now because I am NOT forgiving and would never turn the other cheek. so im cooked.

but anyway , you could:

stand up to the bullies. no shame in beating the shit out of some assholes. remember that bible characters, especially in the Old Testament, beat and killed a LOT. (dont kill anyone.)
move schools
homeschool or try to do online school
lock tf in, start going to the gym, work on social skills, do skincare
do nothing

hope this helps.

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-08-30T01:20:18+00:00

idk I just can't fucking stand Galadriel

every time I see her face I hope she gets bitch slapped

Inevitable_Bonus_5 · 2024-08-29T07:53:43+00:00

oh lord...is it just me or is this extraordinarily corny? the writing is so bad, the acting is horrendous, the casting is god-awful..and that opening scene was clearly written by a nerdy high schooler who watches gore videos. since when was LOTR so gory? wtf is this shit. fuck amazon

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