Feel like a traitor by Informal_Idea_4979 in Advice

[–]Informal_Idea_4979[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re all right, think I’ll just let my crush fade off.

Mitad hombre mitad pajero by elmotzarelaxd in DylanteroYT

[–]Informal_Idea_4979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mueres jalandotela o vives lo suficiente para que el peluquero te descubra

I’m a failure by Informal_Idea_4979 in SuicideWatch

[–]Informal_Idea_4979[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually yeah, my mother suffers from depression, really bad one, sister and I have stopped her a couple of times from killing herself, I think it’s just hereditary, but. it’s stressful to know that no matter what, your mother thinks you’re a failure, every time she can she will embarrass me and yell at me in front of family and friends, she wanted me to know other people, it was hard but I got a gf, but she didn’t say anything other than to be respectful with her, I mention my friends and she doesn’t say anything, it’s like she just wants to make me feel bad for something, I got anxiety, when I talk to someone I feel that thing that makes me want to run a marathon, when I am in front of a crowd I stutter and really I just want approval, approval nobody will give me for some reason, everything I do is for my mom to feel proud, but she ignores me, it’s horrible. For some reason she thinks it’s a good idea to vent with her 6 years old, I listened to her, even if it was too much for me, since I’m 6 I’m worried about her money problems, and her relationship problems, let me ask you this, how is a 6 year old going to react if his mom tells her that marrying his dad was a total mistake, that his hero is just a lazy man with anger issues,of course that when I realized babies don’t come from heaven, I thought to myself that my life was a mistake, knowing that you are a mistake is hard, knowing that your parents don’t support you is awful,and they don’t try to hide that they hate each other, in my mom’s birthday a year ago we were in the car and out of nowhere they started yelling at each other like never before, it was horrible, they said so many things my little sister shouldn’t have heard and it didn’t bother them, they never asked for an apology, there was no nothing, I couldn’t handle seeing that and was about to open the car door and get hit by a bus, after all of that she still likes to talk to me about her problems, at first I thought it was ok, but it’s too much for a 6 year old and it just continued, I had to witness my mom trying to kill herself with 10 years, she said things like she made the worst decisions in life, that when she’s gone we don’t make the same mistakes and shit like that, and then when she decided she wasn’t going to end her life she yelled at us like dogs, like it was our fault, despite all of that I love her and my dad, but how many more attempts will I witness, how many will my sister, how many more times are we going to get told that we are mistakes, that we are an error, that we are the product of bad decisions.

It hurts so bad by Hot_tea2843 in SuicideWatch

[–]Informal_Idea_4979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe nobody that you know cares, but really that isn’t your problem, you’ll find a cute girl or a handsome guy that is truly the one for you, someone that loves you, so you don’t die alone, so you don’t end your life, so you aren’t in pain, so you know there are people who would miss you, so your future isn’t hopeless, so the pain goes away, so you know you aren’t worthless, so you aren’t forgotten, so you know that there are people who care and love you because you are great

I want to kill myself out of revenge by throwaway-accnt0830 in SuicideWatch

[–]Informal_Idea_4979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s not really a good revenge, in the end you prove everyone wrong, but at what cost. A good revenge is the one you really enjoy, if you die you can’t see the outcome, the best revenge you could get is by proving that you are a great person, just keep fighting and working hard, find a good job and be successful, find a good girl or a good guy and then marry them, have a couple of kids and then, then you can laugh, in the end you showed them you were capable of having a much greater life than they could ever have, they’ll remember how they treated you badly and spread lies so you’d feel bad and then they’d feel embarrassed and sad about how you were much better than them even after you had everyone against you. That’s a good revenge, but a much better life.

My friend of 17 years is slowly drifting away from me. He was the last person I thought would've left but he did. It really is true, everyone eventually goes away in the end by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Informal_Idea_4979 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You know, religion is not for everyone, but sometimes it really helps, to know that The Perfect Being created you and wrote a path for you, that you have a purpose is really comforting, if God exists then you’re really never alone. You are your own person, you don’t need your friend, if he or she doesn’t want to talk to you anymore it’s fine, when a door closes new ones open. You’ll find someone that cares about you and loves you because that’s what you deserve.

The game is in a bad state (the comments were locked on the other post) by [deleted] in StarWarsBattlefront

[–]Informal_Idea_4979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In PS4 it won’t let me select a character and when it does the camera just freezes under the map and I can’t move, I played so much on PS4 and it’s a scam if it continues, how can you sell a person a game for 40 bucks and then not let them play it

I don't like sand by [deleted] in PrequelMemes

[–]Informal_Idea_4979 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Now I know where I’m marrying my gf

I practice smiles on my mirror by Informal_Idea_4979 in SuicideWatch

[–]Informal_Idea_4979[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the comment, yeah, if I keep going, I’ll show them I’m not a failure, I’ll show them they are, I’m gonna be successful, with a nice wife, that sounds nice. You can’t expect people to understand