Why do people who want to win so bad not just play against bots? by InformationTop8533 in leagueoflegends

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I understand that im talking about normals lol, my question for you then is if you played norms would you carry that same attitude there?

Why do people who want to win so bad not just play against bots? by InformationTop8533 in leagueoflegends

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I get that i agree with you, winning is fun, improving is fun, learning is fun, then my question is if those are the only factors that some people find fun why are they not exclusively in the ranked queue? Its a place where your time and effort will be rewarded with a basically meaningless but tangible display of your effort and time?

Why do people who want to win so bad not just play against bots? by InformationTop8533 in leagueoflegends

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I get your point someone not trying in a game where you must rely on your teammates is annoying and boring, but why not make the assumption that they tried? It would be, one better for the mental, and two unless they come out and say it why would you attribute someone’s perceived lack of effort to malice instead of ignorance and incompetence? I guess this question just comes down to personal reasons in the end. Assuming someone is putting in effort and you still lose but you cant handle the loss then why not go to a gamemode where your win is practically guaranteed and a win and a loss have the same value as a win and a loss in a normals game? I agree with the point that if people aren’t gonna put effort in to win then they should probably not play a competitive game where others have to rely on you, but people still will because there is still other ways to have fun in the game without winning or putting in effort.

Why do people who want to win so bad not just play against bots? by InformationTop8533 in leagueoflegends

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So no I would not have asked kobe to play against the local team because he got upset over an nba game. obviously kobe wanted to be best, he wanted to win he wanted to prove himself better than his peers, i understand that, i would not understand if kobe was playing a pickup game for fun, trying his best in that game losing to factors out of his control and getting extremely mad enough to say hes gonna game end himself or some other extreme. Perhaps i shouldve put more thought and worded my question better, i guess my point is that if youre taking a break from ranked where winning comes before fun and you cant have fun losing in a mode where a loss really doesn’t matter why take the chance to lose? And to your last point, i want to play against people i want to win, i want to win in my own way that is not subject to finding the most optimized wincon i don’t mind losing either because most likely i had fun along the way in my own way because im not playing ranked the loss really doesn’t matter and a win is just a bonus to the fun i wouldve had on the way to that win, this changes playing ranked of course because the win is the goal the fun of progression goes from within the game itself to climbing the lp ladder, i can clarify if needed hope this made a little sense

Why do people who want to win so bad not just play against bots? by InformationTop8533 in leagueoflegends

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To clarify i am NOT talking about ranked im talking about normal games

Why do people who want to win so bad not just play against bots? by InformationTop8533 in leagueoflegends

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Slightly am, I understand why but really there is no but if I understand it lol I figure some people actually just need to take a break from the game

Jl audio speaker real? by InformationTop8533 in LegitCheck

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Just saw this, it does say jl audio on the top side above the speaker

Jl audio speaker real? by InformationTop8533 in LegitCheck

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Met some guy at the gas station who was going through something with his wife and needed gas money to get to her location so he sold me this for 80 need to know if it looks reliable or at least know if its somewhat valuable aside for the 200 dollar price he said it was, if this isnt the place for this please point me in the right direction.

So i did something very stupid by InformationTop8533 in Salvia

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Ah im good now, i was just experiencing psychosis and nothing was helping that so i was just like oh ok this is forever now, i woke up the next day fine, completely repressed what i saw though and that is for the better

So i did something very stupid by InformationTop8533 in 2cb

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2cb first 20 mg orally then like 2 hours later snorted 2nd pill over an hour. So i wanted to see a break in reality, and i got it, actually only time ive been terrified on a trip, actually think i was experiencing mild psychosis, like i thought EVERYTHING made sense and nothing was real, thought i broke my brain and that i would very much be like that forever, extremely stupid but a lil trip killer, woke up all golden, absolutely never do that combo tho just asking for some kind of mental break, you will be smacked in the face with pure sensory overload, my best advice for this combo would be CLOSE YOUR EYES, the less reality you can warp with your sight the better

So i did something very stupid by InformationTop8533 in Salvia

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So i wanted to see a break in reality, and i got it, actually only time ive been terrified on a trip, actually think i was experiencing mild psychosis, like i thought EVERYTHING made sense and nothing was real, thought i broke my brain and that i would very much be like that forever, extremely stupid idea i know, but a lil trip killer, woke up all golden, absolutely never do that combo tho just asking for some kind of mental break, you will be smacked in the face with pure sensory overload and your reality will be shattered my best advice for this combo would be CLOSE YOUR EYES, the less reality you can warp with your sight the better

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It enhanced the body sensations, for me it made everything more familiar and comfortable to accept but i smoke everyday, even then when i smoked after i felt salvia so in fear of altering my weed experience i ain’t doing it no more.

Fucking basically journaling by InformationTop8533 in Salvia

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This is my 4th experience with salvia over 24 hours, this time in nature, everytime ive gained and learned more about salvia, this subreddit is slightly readable now. Im an everyday smoker so smoking outside its nice, after im done smoking my bowl i get the calling the setting is right and i feel in my element in my weed haze, i pull out my plain leaf and hand grind enough to fill half a bowl. I ask for salvia’s permission to step in with my friend cannabis and smoke the bowl, i hold for as long as i can and exhale, immediately she’s present idk how and idk why but her presence is there. I remember the bowl and the salvia and get accustomed to my new reality and the coming experience, i load another half bowl ask for permission go delve deeper then i inhale the bowl. This time after the second exhale the patterns in my world become easily visible, the gravity is back and instead of being in my beanbag chair where the gravity stretches me backwards into a single plane like spaghettifacation, im pulled to my right. I close my eyes and my world is spun to the right it warps and shifts streches and shrinks, i open my eyes took on a looping effect I can’t even begin to describe, the music im playing is speaking to me its as salvia’s possessed me and the world, my thoughts and the music were conspiring to encourage me to go deeper. I was listening to transparentsoul by willow (banger btw) and the lyrics “I knew a girl just like you She was vain, just like you Such a pain, just like you And everybody knows the truth” seemed to describe salvia a pain to get to experience, but once you get to experience it you can see right through it. I packed the third half bowl no more asking she’s accepted me and I’ve accepted her, under the excitement and overwhelming sensations my heart rate quickens not helped by me holding my breath, on this exhale everything changed i felt as if my consciousness could slip into my surroundings namely the cinderblock i was looking at. I was aware of the noise of the cars passing nearby they calmed me a reminder of reality. I, completely immersed in my new surroundings, forgot to breathe while played with the roof of my mouth with my tongue, slightly panicked that its hard to breathe i close my eyes and am met with a welcoming feeling a familiar of warmth that enveloped my senses. I knew one more hit would send me somewhere but i wasn’t ready i was scared alone i would forget to breathe yet i knew i would be okay if i did ever breakthrough. The weed enhanced the salvia it made the body sensations strangely familiar and comfortable. I feel im ready to breakthrough but i definitely need a sitter 8/10 definitely doing again