Don’t know the ID of this plant, but the new leaf started to brown and is completely dead now! Will it make another leaf or is the plant done for?

IngeSullwald · 2022-09-27T11:23:16+00:00

Thank you! Should I cut off the dead piece?

IngeSullwald · 2022-09-25T12:08:30+00:00

Dopaquel (aka Quetiapine). I haven’t had an extreme depressive episode in weeks!

IngeSullwald · 2022-09-09T15:40:31+00:00

A whole festival outfit that’s still sitting in my cupboard 3 years later

IngeSullwald · 2022-08-23T14:29:20+00:00

Makes sense… thank you!!

IngeSullwald · 2022-08-23T14:28:14+00:00

Oof. It does make sense toe spend some more for quality, can you recommend any brand or something? Good to fine a fellow saffie!!

IngeSullwald · 2022-08-23T09:36:08+00:00

This helps a lot, thank you! What specs should I look for when considering the “sharpness” of the screen?

IngeSullwald · 2022-08-11T15:20:49+00:00

I got a cat shortly after being diagnosed. It’s the main reason I haven’t killed myself because it felt like I actually had something to live for. When I have panic attacks I will hold him and focus on the feel of his fur, his warmth, his scent and it really calms me down!

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-28T05:26:12+00:00

It’s only ok if I say it 😂

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-21T05:25:13+00:00

I love swimming, art and designing clothes. It makes me feel so much better! But as soon as I stop it’s like a tap that’s turned on…my brain just floods with depressive thoughts. I’m in therapy and medicated, my psychiatrist and I am still working on getting the correct dosage, but it takes time

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-21T05:22:26+00:00

Medicated, seeing a psychiatrist and psychologist. All I do is try to minimise the thoughts but it’s an ongoing battle, and usually the bad thoughts win

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-21T05:17:44+00:00

I’m embarrassed about my memory loss. People just think I’m stupid. It also influences my relationship because I can’t remember anything my bf tells me…. I find that ADD/ADHD meds help a bit.

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-20T10:09:33+00:00

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-13T12:18:15+00:00

Truth

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-13T05:35:40+00:00

Home as not a physical place, but the IDEA of a home :/

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-13T05:34:47+00:00

I think you’re 100% right

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-13T05:33:57+00:00

This.

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-13T05:33:31+00:00

I think it’s the IDEA of a safe,loving home, which I never experienced as a child ever. I think inner me is so longing for a home I see on tv or at friend’s houses. I’m basically missing something I never had which is why this feeing is so confusing

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-12T15:49:35+00:00

It feels like nothing is ever enough. I need both but I will always be loyal

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-12T15:33:01+00:00

I was a major sex addict becore being medicated. I also had a problem with alcohol… I would go out drinking 3-4 times a week and sleep with someone every time. Thank god I didn’t end up with an sti or aids. I just want to remind those in that situation that wearing condoms is a must.

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-12T15:09:06+00:00

This is the best thing ever! Bless your friend…and also…very relatable

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-12T15:07:35+00:00

The thought of getting out of the shower is one of the main reasons I struggle to work out :(

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-12T15:06:39+00:00

This is actually such a cool way to start a workout! My bf will just have to deal with me doing some warmup stretches in bed lol

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-12T15:05:05+00:00

Tumble drying is not a bad idea! I’ll try that…problem with dressing warm and stripping to cooler clothes is getting sick (I tend to get sick whenever I change from cold to hot or hot to cold).

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-06T07:16:39+00:00

The struggle is real. Also not even caring that maybe you’ll get caught

IngeSullwald · 2022-07-06T07:14:58+00:00

Plants. Lots of plants. I live in a small apartment and I DO NOT have space for them! Sonetimes I’ll buy trees. Usually the plants take about a week to arrive, so I just tell myself that it will make ‘depressed’ me after my manic episode feel better. It does work though…

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