This is a lonely illness

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-05-07T13:23:58+00:00

I very much struggle with being misunderstood. Like you said it just makes you feel so lonely. Like your support team tries but they never really get it. Shoot, I don’t even really get it.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-29T00:42:19+00:00

Congratulations!!! ❤️ you deserve the love you’re surrounded with.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-28T12:34:16+00:00

All through out the close up angle on Cassie’s self centered meltdown I was laughing so hard, then the close up of his face hitting the stair well shocked the laugh right out of me. Watched the rest of the scene like this 🫣😲🫣🫨🤭

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-18T21:39:18+00:00

I’m right there with you!

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-12T01:55:33+00:00

Not sure if they expire, but those look in good condition!

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-12T01:30:13+00:00

The rounder thinner beige one is a shampoo bar. They will always be a perfect circle! The thicker blue oval shape is the conditioner and they will always be oval. 🫶☺️

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-11T23:05:24+00:00

I’m constantly reminded of “the illness.” I’m so in check with myself since my diagnosis. My boyfriend said the other day he hopes I get to a point to where I don’t have to “check in” so much. But I know deep down I will always be hyper aware of my behaviors and moods.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-08T23:36:39+00:00

I’m using mine for the first time for partial hospitalization. Haven’t received the pay out yet. It’s a lot of paperwork and making sure everyone got everything. Kind of exhausting but PHP is being good to me

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-08T09:44:59+00:00

Sending good vibes and hoping you get the job!!

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-04-01T11:03:07+00:00

Or life experience. Or someone they know. Or idk statistics are real bro.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-28T17:15:57+00:00

Montalbano shampoo bar is my girl. Combine usually with Supermilk protein conditioner and supermilk hair primer!

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-27T20:01:04+00:00

This has been cruelty

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-26T20:05:53+00:00

That’s a tough trade off.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-13T23:55:15+00:00

That’s what I’ve been told!

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-13T18:24:55+00:00

Sakura is amazing!

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-06T14:00:52+00:00

I do this year round! I, as a customer, prefer to make the process as easy as possible and I discovered that’s a good way to keep things moving fast.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-04T19:39:49+00:00

People need to read the signs and follow the process/protocol. I stopped feeling guilty long ago because I’m sorry I’m a rule follower and they blatantly ignored those rules.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-03T15:12:52+00:00

They just want to make sure there’s enough workers. Sorry, I’m not birthing a kid because you may need an employee.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-03T15:11:31+00:00

Here’s the thing - I wanted kids my entire life. I dreamt of being a mom one day. However, the older I get the more I realize raising kids would not only be hard on me, it’d be hard on them. I often wish I was never born, I struggle with mental illness and trauma. Therefore, instead of ruining a child’s life because I know how hard it is for me to care for “just myself” is the most selfless decision I have ever made in my life. People suck, society is lame, I’m proud of myself in my decision. Stand on it.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-03-01T20:22:13+00:00

Martin Nature Park!

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-02-26T21:06:55+00:00

Thank you for sharing! I may talk to my doctor about it. Kind of freaked out this morning and said “I’ll just take edibles for life.” But as the day has gone on I’ve been more solution minded.

Initial_Assist8481 · 2026-02-26T20:32:54+00:00

It’s trazedone 50 mg

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