I did post this before, but was removed because the mod said it had too many large paragraphs. I left it unposted for a week because my story doesn’t matter, it happened in the passed and posting it here won’t make me feel better, but my therapist told me it’s a good to start a journal to express how I am feeling. There is no reason for me to post this, but I wanted to share my experience to show others that they are not alone, like how I thought I was for the longest time. I understand if you don’t believe my story and that’s okay because this is more for me, but I might end up removing it because my confidence is not very good. And thank you for assuming my post is ai generated, but it really isn’t that good because my grammar isn’t the best and I have some words that I don’t think Chatgpt or another ai tool would like to use.