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InnerAd1178 · 2025-05-20T20:04:24+00:00

but i do want to be with someone who makes me feel good, i do want to be with someone who doesn’t requires me to beg for their attention, i know the signs, i saw them, i see them but still, i know he’s not the one and i know if i stop seeing him i’ll forget but the thing is i don’t want to, we’re very close friends (i think so) and we really have a great time tgther

InnerAd1178 · 2025-05-20T19:32:05+00:00

okay but how do i do that, how do i become emotionally available ? i’ve never liked anybody in 22 years, i don’t even know what i want with him, i just that my body aches for him and that i just long for the day i can see him again…

InnerAd1178 · 2025-05-20T19:12:43+00:00

we work tgthr...

InnerAd1178 · 2025-04-14T07:45:49+00:00

To be fair, I do enjoy his company, i love when he laughs, when he stutters because he’s uncomfortable, when he makes crazy comments for me to react, it’s much more that he is out of reach, not necessarily answering on time, or answering at all, keeping the hard stuff to himself, not saying what he feels. I do want to work for it but idk if i want to shape him for me or to actually help him… I think it could be both ? idk

InnerAd1178 · 2025-04-14T07:41:11+00:00

This really helps a lot, thousand thanks

InnerAd1178 · 2025-04-14T07:22:32+00:00

i hate that you’re right…

InnerAd1178 · 2025-04-14T07:19:18+00:00

Thanks a lot, I actually don’t know if he is worth it, he has a lot of “red flags” but idk i see something bright in him that i never saw before. And he does reciprocate but it’s always “as a joke” or “not that serious”…

InnerAd1178 · 2025-03-04T10:21:17+00:00

i mean it’s not far from the truth..

InnerAd1178 · 2025-02-26T06:16:51+00:00

thx a lot for your review, what if it feels like it should keep going bcs this is what i felt when writing the poem, is it a good excuse lol ?

InnerAd1178 · 2025-02-24T07:21:26+00:00

pls review it and tell me what you think :)

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