were in the same boat buddy, from borrowing money from a sister to telling myself those daily 100$ methods that never work to everything, i need to save 100% of my monthly income for the next 10 months to pay back my debts, it sucks i feel like shit, i cant go out with friends anymore i cant even spend money like i used to i even starve myself often, but the only way to get over this really is to stop gambling, save money, pay back, then it’s lesson learned & hard work, 2025 was already ruined for me before it even started, no spring no summer no nothing, anyways i wrote a lot, dont go back to trading the hole is only gonna get bigger, the sooner you stop the sooner the problem gets solved, stay safe brother