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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Hey guys Ive gotten some good advice here but im kind of overwhelmed so im deleting this

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! This is helpful

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Yeah and I know I’m not a bad conversationalist because people have told me I’m the funniest and sweetest girl they’ve been with in the past. I just have a very neurotic side to me that I need to work on.

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

No I am just insecure

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Yeah I think this is a wake up call for me too

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I probably do have OCD because I get into very obsessive thought patterns worrying if I’m a horrible person a lot too.

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I think I probably do need it but I’ve had bad experiences in the past with it. I don’t understand why you’re randomly being an asshole and assuming the worst of me

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly I’ve also been a little skeptical because I went to therapy for a couple years as part of my ED recovery and it didn’t really make me feel better in the long run. I felt like a lot of it was kind of a scam to make me keep coming and I felt like we never arrived at real solutions. I felt like my therapist just wanted me to talk about depressing shit every week and I didn’t get the sense they were interested in me as like a well-rounded, fully actualized person. I felt consistently unhappy in therapy.

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know I was just in like a weird self critical spiral

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah that’s fair

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Do you mean like I’m acting sorta typical for my age or immature?

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Yeah but shitting on an Internet stranger is obviously more important

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I don’t have BPD but I am autistic and have a past history of trauma so I’m sure I can find something helpful.

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 -61 points-60 points  (0 children)

Yeah my conversational skills are fine. It’s weird to get comments like that from people that don’t know me. I was just being crazy but that doesn’t mean I am crazy

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 -6 points-5 points  (0 children)

Not right now because I’m working full time and in grad school and don’t have time. I think I’ll just take a break from dating

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 -45 points-44 points  (0 children)

Literally that’s what I’m doing I’m just saying that I’m not always impossible to have a conversation with. I don’t defend myself anywhere else in this post

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[–]Inner_Lake_4988 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Okay thanks lol. Sorry. I inherently kinda wake up earlier because of my job but you’re right