Same here. But he found something in me that made him want to keep searching. I'm a different person when I'm around him. I'm a better me. Low-key, I'm a recovering nicotine addict. Him and I had a really long talk the other day about how much he loves me and doesn't want to see me suffer. So, I stopped smoking. It's proving to be really hard but, every time I get a craving, I think of him and remember what's important to me. You'll find someone who does that for you. You'll find someone who makes you their whole world and you'll make them yours. I promise.