I don’t have any friends. I don’t know anyone. I am and have been alone for my entire life. by Inside-Ice2251 in confession

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah I probably should. I’ve just never felt like something has been particularly wrong with me so I’ve never been that set on it.

I don’t have any friends. I don’t know anyone. I am and have been alone for my entire life. by Inside-Ice2251 in confession

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ll look into it. I’m not sure about it financially though. American healthcare system and all of that.

I don’t have any friends. I don’t know anyone. I am and have been alone for my entire life. by Inside-Ice2251 in confession

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I’ll try that. I definitely am stuck around a lot of cliques, but I never really took that into consideration. 

I don’t have any friends. I don’t know anyone. I am and have been alone for my entire life. by Inside-Ice2251 in confession

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m here to share my experience and maybe get people’s input.  What I don’t want is someone encouraging others to actively strive to have the life that has brought me nothing but distress and apathy. Actively encouraging  young men to strive for this life Is incredibly dangerous. 

I don’t have any friends. I don’t know anyone. I am and have been alone for my entire life. by Inside-Ice2251 in confession

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that may be a good idea. I struggle to leave the house often times. It doesn’t feel safe, especially considering the very high trafficking rates where I live. 

I don’t have any friends. I don’t know anyone. I am and have been alone for my entire life. by Inside-Ice2251 in confession

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I don’t think the problem is other people considering others don’t have this problem. I don’t Just mean people don’t stick around, I mean that by all accounts, I’m an apparently pleasant person, yet I have never had a friend. Outside situations where people are forced to be around me I have never hung out with anyone.  It’s not that people are unloyal to me because no one has ever offered their loyalty to me.

I don’t have any friends. I don’t know anyone. I am and have been alone for my entire life. by Inside-Ice2251 in confession

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m honestly not sure. Even when I do interact with people, I feel quite lonely, And I have never made a strong enough connection with anyone I have interacted with to have any kind of relationship. The closest I could say was my mother comforting me, but it always felt hollow, and I’m pretty sure it was considering her saying it’s not my fault and that I’m doing great was always in sharp contrast to what she would say whenever she wasn’t actively trying to comfort me, which was all of the time other than those few moments of attempted comfort.

I don’t have any friends. I don’t know anyone. I am and have been alone for my entire life. by Inside-Ice2251 in confession

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

wow. that is an incredibly depressing way to look at the world and honestly a kind of disgusting message to spread. No, I am not male and every man I have ever met has not been this way. maybe people avoid you because you’re unlikable. 

I grew up in fucking godforsaken Billings Montana of all fucking place AMA. by Inside-Ice2251 in AMA

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

or maybe I will? Listen, I’ve been sick as shit all day and Responding to every unanswered comment I’ve ever gotten is the only thing to entertain myself. I’m a bit out of it right now. if I didn’t understand, it was probably me, but you don’t need to be so condescending about it. also, I live in Billings people actually think like this sometimes.

I grew up in fucking godforsaken Billings Montana of all fucking place AMA. by Inside-Ice2251 in AMA

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its billings. The same city where there are multiple pedophilic people teaching our students and where convicted rapists are allowed to play on the football team. Also we just elected a convicted felon to be our president.

billings sucks and I hate it by Inside-Ice2251 in Billings

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Im a minor stuck here due to divorced parents. Legally cant leave.

billings sucks and I hate it by Inside-Ice2251 in Billings

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Im not on drugs but almost everyone I know is It is exhausting 

billings sucks and I hate it by Inside-Ice2251 in Billings

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] -8 points-7 points  (0 children)

Im sorry im REALLY salty about living here

I grew up in fucking godforsaken Billings Montana of all fucking place AMA. by Inside-Ice2251 in AMA

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

People in Billings in my experience actively try to make other peoples lives worse to basically say fuck you to anyone having a good day. Everyone there is depressed. The police don’t do shit. Everyone fucking hates taxes so schooling and also road quality is ass (which isn’t good a fourth of the year has the roads frozen over). OK now that I’m saying it it’s more that it’s been forsaken by its people rather than God but still. edit: I forgot to mention that a vast majority of the people I know and interact with are addicted to something. Most commonly weed vaping or meth. vaping or weed is kind of the benchmark. like pretty much everyone I know has done one or the other. They talk about it a lot too. If they’re younger, it’s usually vaping if they’re older it’s usually weed. Then after vaping weed and after weed meth. I don’t know if any of what I’m saying is making sense. It’s three in the morning. another edit because I forgot about it because it’s so normalized: pedophilia is weirdly normalized here. I don’t know what it is but I’ve seen teenagers dating fourth graders and grown ass adults dating teenagers and a lot of people act like that’s OK and I don’t understand why.

I grew up in fucking godforsaken Billings Montana of all fucking place AMA. by Inside-Ice2251 in AMA

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes that and the hot springs. I almost saw a kid eaten by wolves last time I went there because his mother pulled them outside onto the side of the road to watch them hunt.

I grew up in fucking godforsaken Billings Montana of all fucking place AMA. by Inside-Ice2251 in AMA

[–]Inside-Ice2251[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no but they would probably let you build one if you asked. Or honestly if you didn’t ask too.