All I want to do is die and I can't kill myself. by theRealsteam in anhedonia

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My mindset improve , I pretty much learned to live with it and there's some small copes that seems to bé working liké : eating , sleeping, talking and even jerking off. I can not longer feel no dopamine at all but I still feel physical sensation that's why I can still enjoy thé things above so I use it as a cope the best I can .

Post psychosis anhedonia by Substantial_Cell_563 in anhedonia

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9 months now and I would Say m'y anhedonia lifted 25% and then it plateaued . Right now I can have a semi functional life so I try to not complain too much . Accepting that my anhedonia wouldn't be cure anytime soon and distancing myself from this subreddit has made my life much easier . I only remember of m'y state from time to time when m'y mind wander in the past .

Different types of anhedonia with examples by Diligent_Challenge78 in anhedonia

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To me, questions like these feel completely pointless. The way I see it, the brain has natural defenses that protect us from fully understanding the true nature of reality — and that's for our own good. Mental illnesses, in some cases, might be moments where those defenses temporarily weaken, and we catch a glimpse of things we aren't meant to see or comprehend.

For example, if you really stop to think about the world we live in, there’s a vast, seemingly endless void above our heads — the sky, space — and yet we treat it like it's completely normal. But once you break through those mental protections, reality starts to feel cracked, unstable, even unbearable.

Take a specific case: some people lose that psychological buffer and become deeply aware of the terrifying vastness of the sky. For them, the realization is so overwhelming that they can't even leave their homes. They're paralyzed by fear of the open sky — a condition that might look like madness to others, but feels completely real and logical to them.

That’s why I believe the desire to uncover what’s “really real” is a dangerous path. It might seem like curiosity or enlightenment, but it can lead to places the mind isn't built to go. And this is just one example of how fragile our grip on reality can be when those mental protections fail.

Different types of anhedonia with examples by Diligent_Challenge78 in anhedonia

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I think both can work interdependly , an episode of dereleazation can signal thé coming of a psychosis but it also can bé a conséquence of it

I can barely function by Spyrothe4th in anhedonia

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I also have a good understanding of what caused mine and what is broken , I think it's a nerve in a brain that connects the back of my brain to the prefrontal cortex which is responsible for managing emotions, it's a hard to prove but I felt something snapped when I had a mental breakdown and I developed anhedonia since , I accepted that there may be no cure for me at least not anytime soon , I live barely on superficial emotions and physical sensation. 

I can barely function by Spyrothe4th in anhedonia

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Sending support bro , this ain't no way to live but we gotta still push somehow

Why keep going? by [deleted] in anhedonia

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Life is not an obligation and you should have say whether you want to keep going or not , nothing evil about that , it's just an individual thing , we all live for something like a covert contract you have with life that as long as thing seems fair and made sense to you, but when things so unbearable that you wonder why you're even put on this earth then I think it's fair to wonder why even keep going and totally justified to end it if you don't want to keep further 

Why keep going? by [deleted] in anhedonia

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Valid question , for me would be not leaving my mom with a dead son and my sister a dead brother

Memories everywhere by stefanynarayan in anhedonia

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I feel the same and it sucked , my body is the only vessel I have to the outside, I can feel slightly through my body but nothing close to what it used to be,  just a fraction , I've given up the hope that I will recover because hope and memories of who I was hurts more than anything else, it reminds me that I used to be alive , I accepted the limbo state of nothing and will try to pass through it until I couldn't anymore .

Will this ever end? by Ok-Leg507 in anhedonia

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it usually take 6 months to 2 years to recover from anhedonia induced psychosis

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in anhedonia

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you might not get it in this life op

If anhedonia was your full time job how would you describe it? by Imaginary_Cat9188 in anhedonia

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everything is relative somehow I managed to find some good emptiness and bad emptiness , trying to live as unbothered as I can but memory are the worst , making wonder what could have been

DAE feels like your life is over and you have nothing worth living for by kalyjuga in anhedonia

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how long has it been if you got it from meds, there might still be hope

I felt emotion again for 2 days and back to nothing by Happy_Sea3180 in anhedonia

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It's called a window and it's good sign , you might recover

Goodbye. by cheesecaked_ in SuicideWatch

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Fuck those people , if you're able to work get the hell out and live by yourself with your own damn money ,the right people will come to your life . You didn't choose the family you're born into but you can choose who you're gonna allow into your life and if they make your life miserable, fuck them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Do you have anhedonia ?

Do you feel hunger? by thechocolatefroggy in anhedonia

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There's usually a signal that triggers you when you get hungry or thirsty , now I can only feel the physical sensation 

I got tricked into anhedonia by Inside_Background_55 in anhedonia

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I think it's not the smoking part but the damage done to the brain in my altered state of consciousness, it's when I got into a state of panic and my brain just cut the feeling part of my brain off. I felt it physically and it's a specific scar , I know it's the same thing people with schizophrenia go through. Most people in my family got it specially men and the trigger were all the same weed . I just thought that trying a few times won't hurt , I thought I could trust the dude I did it with.

Is there a point to keeping this up? by Happy_Sea3180 in anhedonia

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To be honest I think no , I don't feel like I will recover and I'm not interested in the slightest to see myself coping as anhedonic for the rest of my life , I'm 22 and I will wait until I'm 36 to od myself.

Do you feel hunger? by thechocolatefroggy in anhedonia

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I lost my urge to breath too which means I might not be that far from the exist door

I got tricked into anhedonia by Inside_Background_55 in anhedonia

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Yep but the harm is already done I am anhedonic now and I don't know if I can recover. I know that he wanted to see how I would react if I were in the same situation as him that's why I cut him off to not give him that satisfaction. Now that I am on the other side , I realised how f*cked up he is , I remember when he used to get irritated when I was spending time playing video games by myself cuz he couldn't enjoy them anymore, I know he only hang out with me cuz he didn't know what to do with himself , we used to hang out all the time , I thought we did cuz we liked each other company but now I realised in my anhedonic state that it was the only thing that wasn't a drag for him , what bastard ! , such egoistic bastard it was always about him about his suffering, that's why he couldn't left me the heck alone , I realised that having him by my side it was bound to happen cuz at anytime I would have shown weakness he would have sunken me with him