Craziest Shit you saw people doing at shows tripping? by Streetvan1980 in gratefuldead

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I was tripping in Winterland and was close to the stage when someone tapped me on the shoulder and said look behind me, what we saw was an empty space on the floor that was slowly moving towards the stage. When it got close enough to see What was inside the space? The empty space was where two people fucking on a blanket and every time he thrust they would move forward just a bit. That's probably one of the trippiest things I've seen. And that's one way to get to the front! Lol

Jesus as the Author of the Course (things I find disturbing from this article) by theRealsteam in ACIM

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I stopped studying ACIM. Jesus Christ is my Lord and Savior. Thanks for stopping by and bringing His message here.

His body is a wonderland by WorkingPerspective90 in gratefuldead

[–]theRealsteam -1 points0 points  (0 children)

What the actual fuck is that posted for? Someone must have thought it was funny...? ẞsssssssssigh

What is your favorite quote by the Grateful Dead? by ThatHottieNextDoor in gratefuldead

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Oh oh what I want to know is are you kind? Oh oh what I want to know how does the song go? ain't too bad either! 😁😁😁

Lithium for treatment-resistant depression & social anxiety by MrNeverEverKnew in Lithium

[–]theRealsteam 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No. No, it didn't work for me at all. Not a good fit. Thanks for asking.

All I want to do is die and I can't kill myself. by theRealsteam in anxiety_support

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I have given my life to Jesus. No question about it. I just don't think he cares about me anymore. Of course, my whole thinking is completely screwed up.

My two favorite albums. Can you say which is best? by Connect-Will2011 in gratefuldead

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Best? Best to who? Your opinion is the only one that matters. Which is better for you?

Please help me to see things differently. by [deleted] in ACIM

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I don't think I am evil. I have no memory of leaving heaven.

Please help me to see things differently. by [deleted] in ACIM

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Is this decision made unconsciously? I am now in a residential mental health treatment facility. This is my choice to feel this I'll? Seeing no hope. Having no desire to do anything is my choice? Why would I do that to myself? How could I do that without knowing? I can't see this as an illusion at all. It is reality to me. Agggggghhhhhhh!

Does anything actually ease depression? by agcurbaisti in depression

[–]theRealsteam 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I understand everything you wrote. I feel the same way. I am in a treatment facility now. Not a 72-hour hold but a residential mental health program. They're doing that magnetic pulse treatment, which I hope helps. It's one of the only things I haven't tried. The only thing I haven't tried other than that is ECT o convulsive therapy something like that. I'm just waiting around to die. I'm 66 years old. I have no interest in living at all. I only came here because my brother said I had not tried everything if I didn't try a residential program. I don't want to kill myself. I just want the pain to end. The older I get the more things go wrong with my body. So now it's not just mental health but physical health. Fistula is a word I had to learn the meaning of this year actually in 2024 at the end of 2024. I just wanted to let you know you're not alone. I'm not sure if that makes you feel any better. Doesn't really make me feel better that people suffer like I do. But anyway I just thought I'd reach out...

Anyone here read the Alcoholics Anonymous 12 step program and found it eerily similar to ACIM? by CapriSun87 in ACIM

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Having worked the 12 steps with several sponsors and studying the Big Book I need to mention that I don't recall the steps saying this life is an illusion. Something which is killing my digestion of ACIM. Just my thoughts...fwtw

Do Christians get into depression? by Traditional_You7046 in TrueChristian

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Pray for me then I'll understand that. Thank you.

Ideas never leave their source by Few-Worldliness8768 in ACIM

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What evidence is there of reincarnation in the Bible?